nadd,,

Lots of love ?

2008-12-31T10:45:00.019+08:00

I've moved yo.Goodbye 2008(:

http://www.puss-upbitch.blogspot.com/

Don't forget to relink alright, sorry for the trouble. Muwahs!

2008 is almost a wrap, seems like my goals for 2008 have been achieved to a certain level. Three cheers! Moments went by, and thoughts were captured. We can just live our life as time goes by and make the best out of everything in our life. There’s no going back or even going forward. I’m reluctant to let go of 2008, mainly because i’m afraid of what’s ahead of me. Nonetheless, i am looking foward to a brand new 2009 (:

Friends have been wonderful. I've made many new ones this year. Old ones are not forgotten though. I appriciate each and every single one of you for being there. For spending each and every moment with me. For lending me a shoulder to cry on, for sharing my joy, for listening to me crap, for everything, i thank you. I can't name each and everyone of you, it won't end. You know who you are. & I love you v much.

Relationships don't work out for nadheera & it never have. But, thankyou faiz for putting a huge impact in my life. Loving you made me reliease how much everyone are meant in my life. You taught me the meaning of love and i appriciate that. I love you, mainly because you care. You changed, everyone does. But i know the heart won't change. Thankyou for being part of my life. I love you baby, i swear i do. Hehe.

Family are always number one. No matter what happends, i know i have you people to count on right ? You people have been amazing, i love you mom, dad, brothers ! :D

Why bother to make a whole chunk of new year resolutions when i don't even fulfill them ? Hheh :\ I just want to keep on smiling, live life the fullest & definitely pass my o's and get to poly. Eight points and i'll jump like a monkey cum donkey -.-'

That's a whole long essay man. You have been good 2008. Time to rest now, love you.

Do you bother to read ?

2008-12-30T13:01:00.014+08:00

Outing with usmah, erman, haziq & pravin was awesome. Raudha didn't came in the end, but i hope you are okay alright ? :D Chill, mom's are always like that. -.-'' Hehe.

Was an hour late as usual :D In fact, i think everyone of us was late and still in a great mood. Hheh :\ Had lunch at banquet, watched yes man in which the guys got friggin horny about sharp nipples -.- Went to shop all around vivo later on. Erman got himself a shoe and usmah, a tee. Cute! I was like seriously broking broke, sadly ):

But the best part was at the sky park. We camwhored and played truth or dare using pravin's i-phone. It was frigging fun to the max, seriously. Everyone was so hyped up and it was a great laugh lol. Haziq's was the cutest. Hahahaha. We planned to meet up when we are 21 and play the adult dare. Muahahaha sexy or what man. Can't wait.

Usmah's ; Slow dance infront of everyone without music & Bark/act like a dog.
Haziq's ; Sing asong on his knees & i'm a little teapot with high pitched voice.
Erman's ; Kiss someone in the group (sorry i wrote this) & something i forgot ?
Pravin's ; Run around shouting the name of a singer he love. (Kayne west lol.)
Mine ; Squash my face on a mirror & smell some smelly shoe for bloody 60sec.

Went back to school just now to buy books, haha finally. Saw the ncc/sl people. Hugged fitri and aqilah. Wooooh~ Winduuu.. Windu sewindu windunya. Oh well, mom says i can't go out anymore -.- I'm sorry to turn down your offer dannie shadiq ):

2008-12-29T11:21:00.008+08:00

[edit] Was bloghopping & everyone was talking about holiday assignments. Then i relieased i too have not even looked, touched, licked, burned or feel my holiday homeworks. I have not even bought books, bags and pencil case. Muahaha ! // Ever had a dream, that you were dreaming ? & In that second dream, you were dreaming too. I have. It rocked. I was dreaming all along & I loved it. (try it, it's free) [/edit]

Good morning yo. Oh, mom started working today already :\ Not good. I missed having her around here at home. When i woke up today, no breakfast was on the table ):

Yesterday, I went out with my aunties and cousins. Aunt was looking for a gift for her daughter in arab. & She's going there on january without me ): Then kak lynn treated us like a total of $400 ? We went to two restaurants, perfect. I had seafood & beef pizza, orea ice blended or smth, coke, fish & chips and also chicken wings ! Heheh, bloated in the end. Natasha, whose birthday was the same as mine is as cute as ever ! She's 2month lol. Cute okay.

I'm going out today with usmah, raudha, haziq, erman and pravin again. Triple date ? Kay, kidding dong. Can't wait. I have 25bucks with me now, which kak lynn gave me. Then i'll ask mom for a few bucks, and we are gonna watch yes man. Woooooo~

I still have to prepare breakfast ):
Goodbye for now.

2008-12-28T12:47:00.012+08:00

Happy 14th month baby :D
Official or not, you decide.

Im Afraid Of Losing You - A Rocket To The Moon

I don't know how to speak for anyone but myself.
You see darling there is nothing I can say that will save you anyways.
I'll scream loud at the top of my lungs tonight,
'Cause you know you will always be my light,
Shooting stars could never be this bright
Do you know you will always be my light?

Screaming out your name, I'm not used to this,
There's no turning back, there's no going home.
I won't breathe until you just tell me everything is alright,
I am not scared of losing this, I'm afraid of losing you,
I'm sorry that this will not end, But I can't find the strength to speak,
'cause on the calender of your events I'm last week...

Keep your eyes closed and we'll make it through another day alive,
But if we sit here thinking we are just wasting precious time.
So insted of thinking that were dead lets take apart what we have left,
Lay it out in front of us and take the things that we don't trust...

Screaming out your name, I'm not used to this,
There's no turning back, there's no going home.
I won't breathe until you just tell me everything is alright,
I am not scared of losing this, I'm afraid of losing you,
I'm sorry that this will not end, But I can't find the strength to speak,
'cause on the calender of your events I'm last week...
I don't know how to speak for anyone but myself.

You see darling there is nothing I can say that will save you anyways.
I wont breath until you tell me everything is alright,
I'm not scared of losing this, I'm afraid of losing you
I'm sorry this will not end But I can't find the strength to speak
cuz on the calender of your events, I'm last week...

Darling there's nothing I can say that'll save you anyways.
I love you.

2008-12-27T13:14:00.013+08:00

Despite the irritating/annoying/emotional moments, yesterday was such great fun. Along with nadia, zhaoliang, danial, haiqal and the birthday boy, faiz of course. (:

I remembered crying on nadia's shoulder at one point of time, fear of faiz leaving me for fieqah & zul, when she wanted to walk around with danial. -.- Thankyou for being there alright ? I love you very much. &Not forgetting fie and raudha for listening to me complain about everything that actually happend there hehe. Very very much appriciated bestfriends, thanks alright. Love you.

By the way, thanks baby for the glow in the dark ring, 4 bracelet or whatev -you-call it & the ezlink card top up~ Even though it is your birthday and not mine :D Hope you did had a great time. I love you, xoxo.

2008-12-26T11:20:00.007+08:00

Happy 16th birthday muhd faiz bin safaruan. ♥

May all your wishes come true, and for god's sake, please stop getting into troubles dear. It's unbelievable that i am celebrating your birthday with you fo' the second time already huh. Everything you did to me is ever special, but everything we did together is unforgetable baby. From bike riding, to bowling, movie marathon and then shopping and etc. Even though we aren't officially together, our love still goes on right? We have been through alot, but we managed to pull it through. I'm glad i found you faiz. Thanks for making my life meaningful this whole year. You'll be going to ITE next year huh? I hope you won't forget me & get a new girlfriend horr. If not, you rmbr those dares we made? -.- Don't worry, no matter who comes in our way, we will still be the bestest of friends, won't we? :D I hope you will have a great day today alright dearest. Remember our motto: In a relationship, there's always ups and downs? We will always keep smiling & good things will come in our way, right? I love you sayang, once again, happy 16th birthday, xoxo. [♥ ]

2008-12-25T11:45:00.006+08:00

Hohoho, merry christmas. 'Santa berbudget kerana economic crisis', says fie.
Haha. Am currently chatting with alyfie & he is extremely lame, really siaa -.-

Okeh, well yesterday me and usmah kinda planned a freaking last minute outing because we were friggin bored at home. Well, so met usmah, raudha, erman & haziq @ great wall. Then proceed to suntec to meet pravin, woo :D

We bought haziq a tiny cake for his belated birthday. Welcome welcome. Even though I ate most of 'em. Kimek, Gloria Jeans for god's sake. -.- Oh then we ate pizza hut & walked around suntec. But sadly, haziq & pravin went off earlier cos they had to work. Ughh.

Went home with erman and was freaking cold in the bus. Then, this big boob sat beside me. He was too freaky, that i didn't dare to talk. Then i texted erman saying i'm scared & this asshole went to read it loud. &Then that guy moved infront. Hhah :\ Jahat sia erman -.- Dah lah irritating. Kay kidding.

But, i had a great time with you guys, i love you people. Wooooo~ Oh well, happy birthday ridwan. Tomo's baby's birthday, hohoho. Can't wait. Gooodbye & have a great christmas. Santa oh santa.. santa cruzz roools ! -.-

2008-12-24T13:59:00.003+08:00

Going out to town with usmah, erman, haziq and raudha maybe.
xoxo.

2008-12-23T12:11:00.014+08:00

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I would love to watch wild child & yes man. But not on the net :/ Watch with me bby ? You know, it's been a long time since we went on a movie marathon. Hhaha.

I miss hanging out with felix & aqilah too. I have no idea where aqilah is. Everyone is going missing ? Going going gone away. *sings. -.- Heh, lameeee.

Oh well, went back to school yesterday to get malay homeworks which was kinda pathetic okay -.- Then lepaked with girlfriends and finally got to catch up with each others lifes. Badly missing school ): I can wait.. A few more days.

Oh then, went shopping with momma and adik. We went to town & met daddy at he's workplace. Bought three lingerie, two tops &two slippers. Hehe, made mom spent a total of eighty five bucks. Thanks momma. Love you very much.

& You all gotta check out my uhm, lingerie. I won't write it down laa, ( You won't bother anyway ) but i will definitely tell baby about it. Cute maha cute :/

Am texting with baby right now. He said he is currently lost in life ? You tell me, since when is muhd faiz bin safaruan not lost in life ? Hahaha. I can't wait for your birthday baby. I love & miss you, v. much~ I know we will meet anytime we want right ? ;D But 26th & 28th is a must. 14month coming soon!

I have to put on retainers now -.- I can't talk properly. Daddy told me to put this on in class every time in school, so i won't be able to berceloteh (?!) -.-

xoxo,

2008-12-21T20:13:00.012+08:00

(Curik ini gambar from nadia's bloggeh. & Yeah, meet up soon love.)

Went to watch the show yesterday with raudha and some 3e4 people. Well, as expected, it was fun eventhough i do not understand their friggin malay. Bahasa case.. Kampung siak -.- However, haziq danial was one of the actors there, hhehe. I loike, thus, i kept on concentrating at this awesomely cute guy. ( -.- He is just my primary school bestfriend boobs~)

Then, i remember spending my whole day with that woman up there. Laughing our balls out over the littlest thing. We had mega mac spicy. & I kept on laughing about mega mac mak mak kau that bby kept on saying :/ Then we webcamed & talked about every single thing. Not forgetting some gossiping. Wooo~ Thankyou for being there girl, love you.

Today, aunts and cousins came over. Well.. No paticular reason though. But i was busy the whole day. I had so much fun because all were female. We talked about alot of things, and we made cookies & kuih kaswee ? Haha tktahu. But amazingly, it was delicious. & Sorry to everyone who talked to me on msn, (I think there was seven of you.) I wasn't really online. I think it was my cousin/adikk. Well yeah. I wasn't m.i.a-ing, cos i don't do m.i.a(s) Heh. (?!)

One more thing. Saw nas just now at the kedai kopi. Told you i'll meet you there one day. Hhaha. You getting hotter or what manzxs. Dgn topi kau tu.. Dulu kental nak mampos, main cathing ngn aku, badminton. Woaaa, dah grow up seh.

Okay then, i'll better go now.

Oh bby, rindu worr. Hahaha.

2008-12-20T12:18:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday babygirl~ [♥]

Actually her birthday was yesterday, & i forgot all about it.
Then she called just now and asked me to wish her, hehe. Cute huh.

Oh well. Gotta meet raudha and the rest by 2pm. Don't be boring please.

2008-12-19T14:09:00.010+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Kimek, guess who ? -.- Okay L-O-L (!!!!!) Can't take it.
-

Heh, so i went to meet bby just now. Best best best. We went straight to shahrul's house though. Woooooh.There was zul, bear, a.p, and some other h.o.t hunks. Hahahaha, kay kidding. There was also some girls like the very friendly shirah,(Shahrul's cousin ) he's adik, and one more idk who -.-

Then watched pontianak 2. As usual, i freaked out. Citan tan tan tan. Seram nak mamposzx siak. Hahaha. Goood thing i got my mp3 and baby.& Was texting/calling raudha and usmah too. Hehehee. After that, ate mutton chop with bby at this (Doh!) Went home, dropped 3stops away from my house bustop. And walked.. And walked..

Met ahmad and fareez under my block. They seemed drunked. Motherfuckaaa. Got kitten come in my room. This one ah, very the seram you know. Black and very the laju. Must see if it's a male/female. I might wanna adopt it. Errr ?
-

I had a major breakdown yesterday night, hahaha. Lebam mataku O.o
Thankyou all who were there for me yeah ? Love you, everyone of you.

Faiz's party @ ecp/sentosa is not gonna happend, sadly. Because he said he wanna spent his whole day with ME. Heheh. I know i should be delighted he wants only me, but still. -.- Oh well, Enough of emo-ing. I love you very much baby;

Goodbye moronszx.

By the way, congrats abang for being smarter then bby.
HAH KIDDING. Gratz everyone for making it this far.
(?!)

See ya'll in ITE uniform next year, three-million-cheers!

2008-12-18T14:24:00.013+08:00

Tumble out of bed and I stumble to the kitchen.
Pour myself a cup of ambition,
Yawning and stratching, try to come to life.
Jump in the shower and the blood starts pumping,
Out on the streets the traffic starts jumping,
With folks like me on the job from 9 to 5.
Working 9 to 5, what a way to make a living.
Barely getting by, it's all taking a no giving,
They just use your mind and they never give you credit.
It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it.
-

Hahaha sexy kapaa love guru -.-
Oh well. I watched in on the net with adik ytd. & He laughed he's balls out. Horny little ass eh. O.o

Goodluck to people taking their n's results today aight.
Especially my abang, faizbaby, shu, nas, zhaoliang etc.
Wooooh. I can't wait to hear their results, :/

I wanna follow aunt to arab next year, january.
Can i mom ? Can i can i ? I promise i'll be good. Really ):

Oh anyway, i think my fingers broke yesterday night. Really laa.
I was texting and texting all the way from 7pm till midnight, heh.
Me and raudha were planning faiz's birthday, haha, cool or what.

I wanna have this small tiny gathering, in collaboration of faizbby's birthday.
I kinda invited the usuals / sbls, nisha, haiqal, zhaoliang, dannie, e-nal, raudha, usmah etc uh.
We'll see if it happends ? Everyone can kinda make it, i guess. East coast park or sentosa ? Hoho, i don't know any details yet though. (-.-")

But the birthday boy knows nothing about this, -.-
Sweeet maha sweet kan aku, eh nadia ? HAHA ~
-

Happy 15th birthday haziq, yawdiyo. Come back to singapore soon aight ?
Then we all can go celebrate -.- Jason mraz singapore eh eh ? Wooot.

Oh well, byegays.

2008-12-17T11:56:00.003+08:00

My adik was naked all day long yesterday, and i don't blame him laa, baru sunat per. But there was this part, where by he suddenly wailed. &Then, we figured out he was bitten by an ant. Hheh :/ Kelakar giler laa okay, you should have been there. Dad was like trying his best to pick up that tiny ant, lololol.

Tooot..
Tooot..
Tooot..

I think my teeth just dropped. Okay nampak sah tidak, -.-
No but really.. screw lose perhaps ? Weak weak weak..
I'm gonna be dead :/ Ugh, irritating to be bored man.

Oh well..

I might be meeting udiey on friday @ my school. Three hundred cheers~
Not might, i am definitely gonna meet this hot monkey plus cow, wooooh.

The net says i'm disgusting.. Really laa, it did. Stupid cyberworld. Break my heart only, =(

Nothing i wrote here make sense, i'm frigging bored, but chatting with aidah make me laugh.

With my balls popping.
Nose bleeding,
Head banging,
Eyes craking.

OR maybe.. I was just chatting alone. Laughing alone. You wouldn't even bother would you ?
I want a new pink vaio laptop, go go.

Bye.

2008-12-16T15:18:00.006+08:00

Hi motherfuckers. Yesterday was great with nisha, shu, faizbby, haiqal, dannie, zhaoliang :D

We had our lunch then the guys shopped, like girls. Eeek, irritating. Dannie asked alot of qn about what kasot to buy la, ini lah itu lah. Oh well.. They also talked about girls, like alot. Now i know how guys act -.-Oh well.. Let's skip this part, cos it was as fun as usual. They are cool people, heh :/

Nisha did something that grossed me out to the max, really. After we mixed all those left-overs at macdonalds, she ate 'em.There's like oreo mcflurry, curry sauce with the box, tissues that is friggin dirty, chilli sauce. Eww. Then she tried to smooch with me, mampos. Gila punya olang. Hahahaha. I love you okay ? Don't be emotional laah giler.

Went home with bby and blablabla. Went to the dentist today. Got my braces out.. Now my teeth feels like freaking light ? It feels as though it may drop off anytime now. I want my colourful colourful teeth back =( Heehaw~ I think this is too wordy. Bye.

I still miss raudha, usmah, yazlynn, fitri, aqilah, erman, haziq, felix, and everyone ):
I met him again today. *Jumps in a circle*

2008-12-14T16:25:00.011+08:00

Lately, i have been doing nothing but spending my time at home layan-ing tetamu. I have been thinking of something. Maybe, just maybe i should go and sunat myself. (?!) You know, adik got like a few hundreds just by getting his bird or whatev cut off. Hahaha, lame ah lame -.- Tkder kejer punyer pasal lah nie kan, -.-

Y'know what, moms can be great. You just gotta learn to understand them. Uh, berbual macam paham pulak. Who knows, i may grow up loving her more and more this holidays, eh people ? -.-Mom made me chilli crab yesterday, thanks mumm. Daddy however, got another gift for me, $200 Robinson/John Little voucher. Baik purr. Thought of going shopping with momma tomo, or maybe baby ? :/ Or better yet, alone.

Welcome back to singapore nadia. Love you.
I miss raudha, i miss usmah, i miss everyone.

2008-12-13T11:38:00.018+08:00

Happy birthday nyna! :D

Nyna's birthday party @ downtown or follow baby and family to east coast park ? :/ How about none ?

I am taking care of adik, who happend to take his circumcision (sunat) lightly. He didn't even cry nor wail like a baby. I was the one who freaked out. He kept on wanting to show me his balls -.- I had a great laugh with nas yesterday, & I'm looking foward to talk to you again soon & meet you at the kedai kopi. Hahaha!

I am craving for crab, anybody ?

2008-12-12T09:14:00.004+08:00

Goodmorning lovelies. Remember to have breakfast because it is th most important meal of the day ! (-.-")

I didn't post yesterday mainly because I had nothing to post about. However, yesterday daddy won a lucky draw; $600 and an mp3. Woah. Abang didn't come home yesterday, neither did baby :/ Hah. I had nothing to do at night, apart from texting. Therefore, I wished everyone goodnight and the response was overwhelming. Best best.

*Thinking of how to put this into words* - 'Hari ini adik aku sunat.' Ugh whatev. Hahaha, cuttie th birdie. Wuuuu. I bet he is gonna wail like a crybaby. & I'm gonna laugh my balls out. Oh well, i'm gonna wake baby up from sleep, make him accompany me to KK hospital. Ehem~ Like that sleeping beauty is gonna wake up at this time. I'll just text abang then.

By the way, Raudha & Haiqal have a safe trip to Genting my dearest. Maybe you both will bump into each other then think of me eh ? -.- Anyway, remember to get me a souvinier and have fun ! I'll miss you both ! Raudha the most, definitely !

P/S ; Might be in love with the song, Love story by Rain. Not saying i like him or what, but this song, ey cute leh. Eh aqilah ? Hahaha -.- She laughed so loud & cutely otp when i told her. *Cute tuu, errrrrr.... Hahahaha.

2008-12-10T12:40:00.006+08:00

Went to Lot 1 with Usmah and Raudha yesterday. I was half an hour late, but still early. -.- Why must I always be the early one eh ? Hah. Since we each brought along out laptop, we were msn-ing with each other like hell. Haha, kekekness. Laughed out loud. Great fun, I should say.

Baby came later on. Then there was silence. Lmfao, after that he got kinda active and started that annoyingness :/ However still, expressionless they say. He kept on disturbing raudha & all I did was laugh. -.- We sat around together watching some not-so-scary-but-still-kind-scary-for-me video at youtube. Oh well. That's about it I guess. I had a great time guys, love you three very much.

Takecare people, gotta start studying for O'levels already alright hon ? Hahaha, (-.-")

2008-12-08T20:17:00.001+08:00

Today was freaking fun (!)

will update only tomorrow, cousins wanna use the internet. heehaw~

2008-12-07T13:19:00.012+08:00

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I just got back from nenek's house and i love it. Mainly because i was on the phone with faizbby all the way and nenek gave me 10 bucks ? Thanks baby for the unstoppable entertainment. Hahaha, lame -.- Anyway, nobody's at home and i'm listening to takbir di radio. Feel like crying, i feel so.. I don't know. Just relieved. Might be going to kubur tomorrow. I miss nenek ): Selamat hari raya haji kepada semua umat Islam eh.
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Family gathering here tomorrow, :D
I must meet baby soon :/ Been only two days i've not met him & i'm missing him ? Ape ini ? Must get a life.Sticky Icky - Pitbull

2008-12-06T16:27:00.002+08:00

I had a freaking awesome day with momma. Went to jurong's popular, hoping to meet baby :/ But sadly, we didn't. Spent a total of $195, using that voucher daddy recieved. Bought loads of unnecessary stuffs. What was I thinking ? -.- Ate 3 seasons donuts. Deliciaso~ Okay, enough of today. I'm tired and I still have to help adik wrapp he's unnecessary primary four books. Citan.

Yesterday, I watched Bratz and I frigging cried. Jyeaah, nice story there. Hahah. Then @ night, I watched Eiffel..I'm in love. Kept on texting raudha about how sweet that ceriter is. &Heck yeah, she said that me and faiz can be like that. Ehh, *Kening naik dan tak turun.* Inside joke, lol.

Momm saw faiz's picture in my wallet. Banyak eh bby gmbr you ? Hahaha. She asked who, I said a friend. She said he looks like a primary one kid. Ape kebender ? Speaking of him.. Babe, where are you laaa ? Stop being with shahrul already, hahaha. I miss you manzxs. I wanna meet you up again, and again, like forever. (!?) I love you, i miss you dearly.

Something is wrong with my MSN.
Bye, xoxo.

2008-12-05T11:04:00.007+08:00

Hi hi. Started of my day yesterday with this horrible, terrible, ~~deadly~~ pms cramps. I cried for a whole fucking two hour. Thanks mom, for being there, all the time. You know wht, i love my mummy. Haha.

On the brighter note, outing with gfs was the bomb. Though my stomach was being super irritating, i tried to entertain myself, just to forget the pain. Jyeah, i was loud. Super loud eh korang. Irritating kan ? -.- Went to cineleisure, fareast and peninsulaa. I'm in love with that revoltage bag, but nevermind, yazlynn picked it first. It cost $99.90 anyway. Mauuuuut.

Then, at penin, we terserempak with faizbby and shahrul. Hahah, you spy-ed me, didn't you ? Jahat eh. Bwahaha. For a minute, I wanted to run to him and give him a hug. Gosh, rindu siol. But on the other hand, i just wanna shop with gfs and joke around with them. In the end, I walked with both together. Yezsa ! Happy happy live i'm living in (?!)

Trained home, took 66 with bby and shahrul. We saw danial (e-nal) halfway. Hugged and he said we just missed nadia. Haha, ey speaking of which, have a fun trip to malaysia ! (: Back to the topic.. They both did something in the bus, and shahrul is friggin cool and quick-witted ans smart. *Jaws drop.* Oh well then, bye. I love you, raudha, usmah, yazlynn, fitri & faizbby. [hearts]

Oh yes, I remember I talked to kkai otp yesterday and the night before. Cheebaye, he is friggin annoying sia -.- He keeps on fighting with me all night long. Hahaha. I don't know you, and your extensions yang sungguh last season eh kkai. Laughs. Klah, seee you soon eh bestfriend.

2008-12-03T18:29:00.005+08:00

Today turnedd out great, yay. Love it. We all cancelled our plans of going to wild wild wet & went to jurong swimming instead, as early as 10am -.- Aunts, uncles, cousins were all there. Gerek ngokk (?) It was freaking organised. We had loads of food and i might be bloated now. Those two huge hunks, mimi & didi, carried me and threw me in near that bola bola thingy at the wave. I cried cos I was drowining, again. I think i need swimming lessons. Bwahaha. Daddy keep on looking at TEENAGE girls in bikini. Annoying manszxs -.- Saw tiger & gang. Ehem.. Shall not say anything here. Oh well, cousins are here at home.. Heeehaw~ Thanks for the great day people. Off to dinner ! :D Girls day out tomorrow ?

BACER LAH COW (:

Emotional breakdown. Hahaha.

2008-12-02T14:06:00.016+08:00

aquuu terngahh beremoshi shebab aquu windu faiz =(( darhh one week tawuu titerhhh taqq jumperhhh. diyerhhh arghh, ashyekk kuwarrhh dengahnn shahrool ajerhhh. nadd tarqqk swukerhh sheyyh. nawii aquu tk bowerhh kuwarrhh jumperhh diyerhh puwakkk =(( nenekk darhtang, abeyhh diyerhh bisheng larqhh shey !!! mommmy puwarkk asyerkk ajarkk kuwarrrhh ajerhh ,, mentangg-mentang diyerhhh darhhh taqq kejerhh kann. binget shiol, shewious.

Hahaha, berbual twit tak menjadi sak -.- It gives me goosebumbs manzxs. Haha, okay back to emo-ing. I don't like it when mom's not working anymore. I do not like it when she wants to spend time with me. I'm a grown up already. I don't want those tender loving care -.- You can give adik that. He loves you what kan. Stop forcing me to go out with you, will ya ? I have to go wild wild wet with the family tmrw, and abg don't ? Nabey. I wanna go shopping with my gfs tmrw. We planned earlier. You are always ruining my plans. Cheebye.

Currently chatting with usmah who is making me laugh. Thankyou eh, for being annoying, with unnecessary pictures. Haha. &Also with dedey the dopeshit a.k.a suparman ? Haha, thanks for the entertainment yaw, you pencurik nama punya orang. &I'm waiting for haiqal to be online, 'cos he rock. Zee-riously, haha. He has good imagination skills. *Laughs out loudd. :D

December baby, here i come.

2008-12-01T11:01:00.022+08:00

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In the end, abang went to facial alone. I went bike riding, while otp with faiz. I looked like a mad woman -.- But nevermind, i love you eh. Then i met usmah, aqilah and fitri. They kept on laughing, i do not know why. Crazy people i assume. After that, haziq and erman video called me. They asked if the drowning was fun, then they left. As in, webcam was still on, but they went out of the room. You expect me to stare at your bloody room guys ? Hah. Bodoh punyer orangs. Then, parents and adik are going melawat I heard. Ader orang meninggal ke ? No family day today, three cheers !
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Yesterday was great, despite the fact that the weather was scorching hot. But nonetheless, raudha, usmah, haziq and erman made my day. Thanks guys, very much. Haziq and erman pulled me in the 1.88m deep pool. & I was like drowning like hell. Seriously. I pulled haziq, but he wasn't a good saver. Ughh. I got scratches on my hand, and it hurts, erman. Yea, you did it ass. Haha. Then after i survived, we laughed. We all laughed -.- (Read : I cannot swim or float. Lmao. )

Mom, dad and even abang is not working today. Ape ini ? I'm on liking this. ~~This means, family day today. Dad wanted to go swimming. Abang wanna go for facial -.- Mom wanna buy barang rumah di giant. Oh well, worse come to worse, we'll sit tgt and read newspaper.~~ Fuck. Lol. Futhermore, mom stopped working. Holy shit mother fucking dunk dang dong -.- I can't be on my laptop for 24hours anymore ): I can't talk to faiz otp for the whole day too. ): Jom keluar rakan-rakan. But i've got curfew. Owowowowowolol. Be home before 7pm, and i can go out all the other days. Pathetic worr. I just fought with abang for the pineapple. See what i mean ? (!)

Happy world aid's day !
Remember, rubber rocks. Use a condom. Have a save sex -.-

2008-11-30T11:59:00.007+08:00

I made it ! Momma said i didn't have to follow her to that orang kahwin, hurrah, hurrah, hurrah ! I'm going swimming later on, with usmah, raudha, haziq, erman, pravin. I hope it doesn't rain. I really am missing hanging out with you people. Usmah's getting psycho-ier as days pass. I need to meet her. Hahaha (-.-") Tak perlu langsung. Okay lah, bye. Now, sing-along. I ain't got anything else to post about. I ain't got any life okay. Bwahaha! 8D

You're gonna go far kid.
Show me how to lie
You’re getting better all the time
And turning all against the one
Is an art that’s hard to teach
Another clever word
Sets off an unsuspecting herd
And as you step back into line
A mob jumps to their feet

Now dance, fuker, dance
Man, he never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

And now you steal away
Take him out today
Nice work you did
You’re gonna go far, kid

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

Slowly out of line
And drifting closer in your sights
So play it out I’m wide awake
It’s a scene about me
There’s something in your way
And now someone is gonna pay
And if you can’t get what you want
Well it’s all because of me

Now dance, fuker, dance
Man, I never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

And now you’ll lead the way
Show the light of day
Nice work you did
You’re gonna go far, kid
Trust, deceived!

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

Now dance, fuker, dance
He never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

So dance, fuker, dance
I never had a chance
It was really only you

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

Clever alibis
Lord of the flies
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

***

I bet none of you even bothered to sing along -.-

Nabey.

2008-11-29T19:24:00.004+08:00

I watched this today, & I find it cute and touching. I cried worr, so the kental -.-

I watched this too. I know, i know i'm outdated. But what the bleahh, I love it freaking much.

Mom forced me to go jemputan with her today. I didn't wanna. I had to pretend to sleep. Ughhh. Very the boring you know -.- Cannot do anything... Then tomorrow (!) she said it's a must that i go that orang kahwin. Therefore, I'm gonna pretend to be sick. I'm gonna eat oatmeal and puke infront of her. Smart eyy (-.-") Bwahahha 8D Gooodluck to me. I wanna go out with my friends. I miss them like what the fuck punyer fuck. Bye.

2008-11-29T09:03:00.014+08:00

Time check: 7.45am.
Faiz, please stop waking me up as early as 7am.

I've been receiving prank calls, or whatever-you-call-it calls from private number(s) recently. & I am fucking pissed off i tell you. Szeriously, whoever you are, please get a life, thankyou. It's not funny to call me a gazillion times just to make spooky noises. I am not afraid either. Ugh. They say, A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. But perhaps, you should keep your motherfucking mouth shut right now. Are you human ? *sings (-.-")*

"A snooze button is a poor substitute for no alarm clock at all."
--*Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Throw* *Crash* *Smash* *Beeeep*

Don't worry, I get cheesed off reading it myself, perhaps morning sickness -.-
Don't worry, will update again later, peace out. Off to breakfast (:

2008-11-28T11:23:00.028+08:00

Happy 13th month babylove,

Yesterday was fun with raudha & the pds guys. Talked, laughed, badminton, goodluck charm. :D
Wednesday's bike riding was also fun. Ahmad is frigging annoying to the max, bodoh peh olang.
I wanna meet usmah and raudha today, can ? Aku rindu kowang giler babi maxie siolzxzs ): Hahaha.

Tooot.

Dad, do you mind ? Stop confiscating & hiding my laptop, cause i'll find it anyway. -.- & Please, I am Nadheera, a 15year-old kid. Don't treatme like your used-to-be 5year old babygirl anymore. Understand me, like you always do. Give me that freedom you used to give. Where's my daddy that i knew ? ): Come back.

One more thing. *Rolls on the floor laughing my pussy's off* Nehmind i deleted that previous statement. Haiqal, you know, i know eh eh eh. Hahahaha -.- Tknak ahh aku tarok, memalukan ajee sia. Hahaha.

Copacabana - Barry manilow
Hahaha, classical much ?

2008-11-26T15:49:00.007+08:00

Here's a few pictures that i've gotten.

Hello pahlawan baby.

Sunset.Goodbye pahlawan ):

First of all, happy birthday felix ! Lovezxs,

2008-11-26T10:05:00.018+08:00

I'll post pictures when i get everything from tyqa. :D

Yesterday, met bby at 10am. Surfed the net while he got changed. Then we took a free ride to vivo. Hah, cool or whut. Met with shu, and had lunch. I miss you bodow. Mothafucka, jgn smoke

Saw danial, zhaoliang, nadia, tyqa, aidah and kaseh yang cantik giler bobby, baik pulakk tuu ! Hahaha. Waited for the rest like dannie, shafiq and others. As usual, me and faiz were super kecoh -.- Heeehaw~ Off to pahlawan. There, we chit-chatted and they camwhored while me & faiz explored the beach (?)

The rest came, we cut the cake. & Started to bash each other. Dannie's worst ! He smashed almost everyone with cake and got almost everyone wet. Heh, cute worr. Then me, nadia, aidah, zhaoliang and faiz went to 7-11 to get ourself some snacks, laughed, laughed, and laugheddd alot.

After that, we went to the top top, which was the best part. Dannie, shafiq and haiqal yang very cute joined in. Along with zuraidi and jabar. We were laughing over the littlest thing, haha. Korang cool ah -.- Lol, then then then. The sun was about to set. But most of 'em emo-ed tktahu kenaper. Dannie and danial decided to mandi in the sea. Me, nadia and faiz joined. Best gilalalala. Hahaha.

Then me and faiz ditched 'em to watch the sunset. Sungguh the cantik deh, i sweaaar. Blablabla, long story short, went home with nadia, danial, tyqa, faiz and dannie. In the train, things happend, very cute eh. Dannie started crapping, and he is mega extremely cute, sheriously. Eh nadia ? Eh faiz ? Hahahaah -.- Had dinner with nadia, faiz and danial at imm. Danial, cheer up okay ? (:

Overall, i spent a whole 13hours with bby :D Annoying much ? I swear he's the most irritating guy i've ever met. HAH. But still, as sweet as ever. I love you bby. &I love everyone of you people who made my day. [Hearts!]

Disturbiaaaaa; Phobiaaaa, when she's behind us. *Laughs out loud !* -faiz's own song for you know i know. Hahaha, okay sumpah hilarious -.- Virus ? Eww gross. Okeh dah cukop, very sad.

Once again, happy birthday tyqa (:

2008-11-25T10:41:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday tyqa! (:

Currently at faiz's :D This assholicious bby woke me up as early as 7.45am. Hahaha -.- Oh well, off to breakfast, then vivo, then sentosaaa~ Will update more more more later on. Lovesxz. [♥]

No. 5 - Hollywood Undead

2008-11-24T11:02:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was great. I love Nadia & Danial. Ini adik beradik yang sungguh the irritating, in a good way. Faiz ditched us in the end. Or was it us, who ditched him ? He said he merajuk because he felt stupid ? Hahah, sorry ? Love you all ! [♥]

I was preety late for the meet up. Heh, met 'em at lot one, hugged then chit-chat awhile. Was kinda pissed of by danial's psp. Bloody game that made me look like a loser. They were pranking some innocent guy with those annoying words. Hahaha.

We trained to Vivo & I laughed preety loud there. Cause' danial did this thingy that was friggin funny. Haha, seriously, lol. Had my second all-time favourite cockle kuay teow. Didn't finish it, apalagii, danial makankan ahh ahh ahh :D Then off to Bugis. Terserempak bob and gang. Shahdiniy was as cute as ever (!) We somehow followed them and got to the wrong place -.- Memalukan.

Then, a lady tapped on mine and nadia's shoulder. She said she wanted us to be her face model or whatever crap. She asked for our names and numbers. We were laughing our ass off. Because i really don't believe in all this, bogus, fake, money-making people. >.<

I am tired. Didn't get to sleep the whole night yesterday. Faiz made me wait for him at the park for one whole hour. Dark, dark, scary, romantic park. Hahaha -.- Tak perlu. Then we had our dialy fights, lol. I was kinda smiling all the way because he was actually extremely cute.Hahahah. Sorry uhh bby (: I lost, didn't I ? ): Hahaha. I love love you lah.

Okay, i'll go now. For more pictures, go to nadia or danial's blog please (: Usmah is coming back today, welcome to singapore baybay. Heehaww. Goodbye.

Update: Raudha has finally updated her blog, thanks to me ! Go read okay ? :DD

Look What Youve Done - JET

I need to breathe.

2008-11-23T11:36:00.008+08:00

I came back at 6am in the morning on a motorbike. Power much ? :D Boy was i sleepy. Then when i reached home, mom ~~made~~ forced me to follow her to the market. She then wrote what is needed on a piece of paper & told me to get 'em. She said i needed to grow up (-.-")

It was somehow like an amazing race for me -.- I was frigging tired. & Then she went home. Cheebaye. I had to buy like chicken, 5kg rice etc (!) & I had to carry 'em myself. She then said that I was slow. Nabey tootsy toot. Let's drop the subject.

On the brighter note, I somehow had fun. I had my all-time favourite nasi ayam penyet. I got ten bucks for doing her such a favour. I helped faiz top up he's ppd. Meeting nadia, danial & faiz today. Hurray.

'Cause I'm loving it.

2008-11-22T15:22:00.005+08:00

I ordered macdonalds, & I had the macdonald's mega mac. Kiwek, i think i spent a whole hour tryna get that in my mouth. Hahah, okay bedek -.- It was yummy-licious. But i am still hungry & I am friggin dying of boredom. Well, that's holiday all about ey ? I called mom and dad alot of time because I wanted attention. Hahahah, pathetic, i know. (-.-") My adik have been sleeping all day long like-a pig 'cos he's sick. Get well soon ah sayang :D

Luthfi have been calling non-stop wanting to play bike. Haha, cute kaperr itu budak ! :D It's been awhile since i acted like a kid anw. Hmm. I'm merely posting for the sake of posting -.- Faiz get home now can or not ? Hahaha, (: Have fun bby, ily, xo !

Too hot, that i can bake cookies on him.

2008-11-22T12:08:00.016+08:00

I was going thru my brother's pictures on he's laptop. &I can't believe it, but he was the prom king for that night. Ha-ha. (!) & He took pictures with a gazillion girls, hugging em' -.- Futhermore, he got he's hair rebonded. I got a cool brother, that I dislike preety much. Hmm.

Abang : Adik, tgk rambot, cantik kan ? *Looks at the mirror, vainn-ing *
Me : Haha, boleh lah tahan. Knp everyone nk rebond niee ? Krg gay eh ?

Abang : Tkd lah, drg gay. Ash* Joe Jonas singapore version. Hahahaha.

Mom : Allahuakbar, rambot ape ni ? Periuk kuali lagi seribu kali cantik !

*Ash : He calls himself that. Because when we were young, he loved pokemon. Haha ! *Laughs*
I miss my used-to-be-bestfriend very much; Md Danial Bin Zulkiflee.

I Gotta Find You- Joe Jonas

2008-11-21T11:39:00.016+08:00

Happy Birthday ChickenFries ! (:

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I am at faiz's house right now :D But i have no friggin idea where he is, toilet perhaps. Hah. This turtle/tortise yg bernama tommy is scaaaaaring me to death. It's huge, plus real fast. Wth, stop nibbling on stuffs. &Shafiq makes wierddd noises. Wow, the safaruan family. I can't wait for npcc to come back to singaporee. Weeee, aight he's back. I shall goooo !
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Greatafternoon people. Yesterday night, mom made me cut onions & chillies. I swear i wanna kill her using that knife at that point of time. Futhermore on my favourite japanese games show. Speaking of which, hurray for Justin ! But, why me mom ? Why ? Why ? Tell me why ? Then just now, i had to fry chickens for my brothers. & The oil kept on popping, uggh. Next time i fry anything, imma gonna put on diving suit. Uh kay, tak perlu -.- The main problem is, I benci cooking and cleaning, aka housechores. (!)

~~Plans for today ?~~ ~~Jumper faiz, yay yay yay. Hahaha, :D~~ Cannot wait for 25th, seriously. Why the hell ? Because i am frigging excited. -.- Duh. (!) Goodbye for now. Enjoy the song ! Extremely cool. Faiz oh faiz, how can you let me listen to such songs ? Hahaha, xoxo.

When I Start Drinking
My Dick Does All My Thinking
Hoes Want To Be Scene With Me
And I Like Their Big Fake Titties
D Cup With Extra Filling
Take It Out Let Me Lick It Quickly
Calm Down Its Just A Hickie
I'll Blame It On This Whisky Sipping Gets Me Tipsy

Everywhere I Go - Hollywood Undead
Haaaik, majideee ! Sayonaara (:

Sticks and stones and weed and bombs.

2008-11-20T17:37:00.005+08:00

I was chatting with this friend, yang bernama nadia about our primary school life. I don't know how it started, but i was laughing my asses of 'em. Duh, not literally. On the contray, this woman happend to have alot in common with me, still. High-fives. I kinda miss my old, primary school, kentalan life ):

Moving on, chatted with my bestfriends, usmah & raudha. Wells, gossips non-stop. I'm missing hanging out with you both. Seriously, -.- Next up, talked to bby on the phone. As usual, best nak mampos ini faiz bin safaruan. Haha.

As you can see, i've been on the comp since like forever. I'm dead bored, and i'm dying preety soon. Speaking of which, I dreamt of nek bo and i miss you like friggin much ): Sigh. Oh well, i'll go now. I extremely can't wait for 25th, seriously :D

Hugs and kisses.

You don't want no drama pimp.

2008-11-20T11:20:00.009+08:00

1. Do you know where your sister is right now ?
- I ain't got a sister -.-
.
2. The last person you hugged ?
- Muhd faiz bin safaraun ♥ / Or was it kkai ? O.o
.
3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
- I ain't got a life ?
.
4. What color is your watch?
- Blue & Orange.
.
5. Do you like anyone?
- Nehh, i love him.

6. Do you know of anyone who likes you?
- *Rolls on the floor laughing my pussy off*

7. Where do you work?
- Ain't working ass.

8. What are you listening to right now?
- I don't care- Fall out boys.

9.what do you smell like?
- Sweet candy yang sudah rotten -.-

10. What color are your pants/jeans?
- Green.

11. Closest thing to your left?
- Winnie the pooh.

12. What color is your shirt?
- Yellow.
.
13. Do you have a brother?
- Yup, and i do not like it.
.
14. Time you were born?
- How'd i know.

15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
- DUH.

16. What's your favorite number?
- Eight eight eight !

17. what's your favorite color?
- Yellow ?

18. What color is your mom's hair?
- I do not look at her hair -.-

19. Do you have a dog?
- No.

20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
- Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz, now i know my abc..

21. When was the last time you went swimming?
- Raudha asked me out today.

22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
- A minute ago,

23. Did you ever go to camp as a child?
- Yeap.

24. Do you play an instrument?
- Nehh.

25. Do you like fire?
- Totally not.

26. Are you allergic to anything?
- Do vegetables count ?

27. When was the last time you cried?
- I don't know, imma happy chick -.-

29.Have you ever been to a spa?
- Yes, with ma daddy. Hah.

30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
- Ahuhhhh (?)

31. Do you like butterflies?
- It's cute.

33. What is one thing you miss about your past?
- My primary school mates ?

34. Have you ever seen the school counsellor?
- No, imma good kid -.-

35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
- NO.

36. What is one thing you've learned about life?
- That it has it's ups and downs.

37. Are you jealous of anyone?
- No, why should i ?

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
- Someone used to, last time. Lol ^^

39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
- Ahuh, cool thang.
.
40. What does your mom call you?
- Nadheera. -.-

41. What does your siblings call you?
- Adik & something laaa.

42. What does you hair look like right now?
- Hair.

43. Has a friend ever used you?
- I dont know, i'm dumb.

44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you?
- Yes, HAHAHAHA.

45. What have you eaten today?
- Burger, fries & patato chips.

ASAP - T.I.

2008-11-19T18:52:00.002+08:00

Am currently enjoying life, right here in my roomeh. Haha, my babylaptop by my side, watching mr bean right now on disney channel, radio switched on loudly for no wierd reason, & muching on potato chips. Yum, best.

Was chatting with nisha just now, and she wrote a story. Main character; me and faiz. Hahaha, lol. & Was chatting with nadia too just now. I love you both v. much yaw. & Currently laughing with nas, -.- Kau kelakar bodoh. Hahaa. Oh well, gotta go now. I miss faiz. I assume baby's enjoying himself at ecp with young crew. Heh, lovezsx.

Usmah come home soon alright. ):
Mushy love song - Tsunami bomb

2008-11-19T14:33:00.007+08:00

So i love my horny-partners very much; raudha & sobrina that is. Hah. We've seen each other grow, from kental to less-kental right now. Heh, most of our pictures are not allowed to be uploaded in blog, so here are some of the non-censored ones. xoxo, i love you both v. much.

Okay, let's all give a huge round of applause to my brother. *Claps* Ok no, thankyou very much for lending me your laptop all these while. Hehe, i lurrbzxs euuishh. Alright, let's cut to the chase. (?) I got back my laptop, and daddy hid it in the kitchen. Kental/cute lah dier, hahah, lol.

School's open house yesterday was amazing to the max. I love it. The principal complimented me and raudha at the end. Proud ah eh, good emceee we are. Sorry lah, my english today a little bit the rotten. On the contray, i really loved yesterday becase it was fun -.- Got molested and bashed in the dark, ): Heh. & Took some dumb pictures with the chipmunks & raudha too.

Did i tell you i met up with kkai the other day too ? Oh sweet niblets, i miss my bestfriend fucking much ): Exchanged hugs and got back that dickies bag. Haha thanks yous. (: I love you. I also met faiz lah kan. Must talk about him here, if not that guy will get a lil bit jealous. Bwahaha, I love you more then fie & yazlynn love each other.

25th November. Birthday Tyqa. I promised her i'll get her something. Tapi aku sungguh tidak tahu kau suker ape dehh. Hahahah. Nadia has been asking me if i am going or not and all those stuffs ? Hahaha. So she is very excited, i can see. Ok, i think i can't wait for it too. Hahaha -.-

Bye.

2008-11-18T10:55:00.005+08:00

I am currently using abang's laptop & it rulezsx. Am webcaming with usmah & it was freaking fun. Haha, aku rindu kau giler babi. We were showing alot of things, even my body -.- Her mom and sis was super cute too. Owowowowlol. Okay done. I love you heck much. Gotta go now. Life has been perfect. Except for some parts, at home. Fights with dad, still not okay. Gimme back my laptop, then i shall love you back. (:

2008-11-16T10:21:00.005+08:00

Okay, i've been missing in action because of my bee-zeee mission these few days. Uh, no. I'm lying -.- My parents practically took away my lappy because.. I have no idea. What the fuck is wrong with you ? Urgh.

I don't know why, but it seemed empty without usmah & the npcc people here in singapore ): I miss you guys. Come back sooon, and we can go rot and decompose together. Watching our favourite movies and eating our favourite food. (What a crap -.- ) Just be home quick !

Met up with faizbby yesterday. Ok finally ! He was sweet because he wore exactly the same colour as me. Ha-ha. We sat around, talk and i swear he made me laugh so much. Kekek punya olang. Then came he's bunch of friends. They wanted to watch kuda kepang. I made him send me home first because i find kuda kepang th most spookiest shit. Makan kaca ? Giler :D

Then i met shaikh, this ITE friend ? Haha, first time eh eh eh. He was so the freaking baik and hot. (o.O ? ) Thanks for the advice. Yup, skateboard one day eh abang. HAH. Thanks thanks, (!)Watched madagascar also yesterday. Gerek giler maxie bobby.

Just recieve a text from daddy. They are all off to johor, like now. Aku lonely. Nevermind. Going to madrasah and meeting nisha & nyna later. Then when i get home, imma gonna rot with faiz. Wohoooooooo ~

Sobb texted saying Nek Bo just passed away. The best ever, I will miss you. I love you, so much. ):
Then again, I miss nadia. I miss danial. I miss zhaoliang. I miss dinnie. I miss shikin. I miss ahmad. I miss those people at yosayo & rokidol. Hehehehe ( =.=")

One last thing, drama at YI was a sucess. The dikir barat boys were freakishly hot. Thumbs up !

2008-11-11T16:27:00.014+08:00

This love/relationship may get preety annoying i tell you. Stay out of love, and that's the easiest way out. I still am not forgiving you, neither am i picking up your phone calls, nor am i gonna meet you. Never i tell you, never. Muahaha, i'm evil. I love you (: Siaper lagi ? Muhd faiz bin safaruan lah ! -.- The most annoying pussy.

Special thanks to alraudha & umarrul khalifie for being the best all-time favourite listener, advisor, counsellor, joker, friend, bestfriend. You both the best. & Thanks to zuraidi for teman-ing till 1am even though you are tired. I loves you oii. & Thankyou to hanisha juga, for telling me whatever faiz said, which cracked me up sebab dier emoshiatzxzxzxzs. You so the irritating to the max -.- Joking ! But seriously ah, kelakar giler bobby. :D

Smile & good things will come in your way, You must learn to laugh at the littlest things ?

2008-11-11T15:29:00.007+08:00

Empty Apartment (Acoustic) - Yellowcard

2008-11-10T15:20:00.004+08:00

Amath remedial as early as 8am today. I was frr-eaking looking foward to it lah pleease. Even though i got a freaking 16/100 for fye, that won't ever make me drop amath okay. So fuck you teachers who are asking me to drop and concentrate on my other subjects. ): Let me prove to you that i really can get a fucking distiction.

Went to westmall later on with yazylnn, fie, raudha and aqilah. ( She left earlier though. ) Ate kfc. Ahh chicken ! Yummy yummy. Then me, fie and raudha were entertaining ourselves while yazlynn was just irritated. Ok best. Walked home with fie and yazlynn,, & It was freaking funzxs ! Just that they kept on talking about faiz and i was freaking pissed. HAHA. I won't talk about him anymore. Right ! Thankyou for sending me till bawah block. ♡,

Errr, some of th pictures @ vivo.

Liar (It takes one to know one) - Taking Back Sunday

2008-11-09T17:54:00.011+08:00

Hi, hello. Okay, a new change of skin, as you can see. You jealous ? Muahaha, okay lame -.- Very the tiring you know, waste my fifteen minutes ): For which i can eat and eat yummy foood. O.o ?

I have to rush, but lemme tell you; madrasah just now was effin fun. Nyna didn't came today though. But i met nishabby, finally. Haha. We were talking and talking and talking non-stop like seriously. & Danial was superbly cute -.- The guys are just immatured, common grow up lah please. Haahaha. We had to make a model of this masjid and I had great time, thankyou everyone ! Ate mutton chop later on, power !

Yesterday night was th best night with Bitchwhackos ever ! Well, apart from erman's birthday party that is. Everyone's presence made me really really happy. From usmah, to raudha and fitri, erman, haziq, pravin and felix ! :D Perfectooo !
We went to vivo and it was a blast.

Ok, i gotta go rush & siap-siap now. I am already bloody blooody late. Faiz, get home quick & call me ! I miss you like god knows how much. ): Someone asked me for my number today. Hahahahaha, & Yes, i'll give you hell, wakakaka.

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

2008-11-08T12:26:00.006+08:00

Been on the phone and chatting all day long. With Balqis, Tyqa, Nadia, Nisha, Zhaoliang, Ahmad, Usmah; Alot of things happend today, just online. Which was kinda rough. Wow, cheer up everyone. ♡ I can create a story i tell you. Woah. -.- Going out later maybe at 4.30pm ? Okay, i have to. My butt is aching right here sitting on the bed the whole day.
I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry

2008-11-08T09:10:00.005+08:00

Someone is missing in action and that annoyes me preety much. Ugh, what a huge bummer. Okay, it's morning and i'm on the comp. That only mean one thing, i ain't got any life today. It might be boring to look after the most annoying adik ever till 4pm. Then maybe after that i'll get out. Woah. Time check: 9:11am. I'm still tired due to lack of sleep. ( Read : Five fucking hours only -.- ) Was on the phone with zhaoliang, ahmad, tyqa and danial. Kecoh nak mampos sia itu convo. Ok, or maybe it's just me, eh tyqa ? Hahaha, okay diam diam sudah itu crime partner in action. Everyone put down at 1am. So wawan told me to call him, gaah. We had the longest convo ever. Kan kan kan ? Lol, you know, i know. Wee. I dreamt of raudha. I forgot what about. What a dream. Oh well.. Of to breakfast. Tyqa's dumb quiz postponed till.. Later -.- When I ain't got a life.

Did you notice that i typed without leaving any lines ? Okay bodoh -.-

2008-11-07T13:45:00.005+08:00

Hello womanizer. Okay ini lagu addiction punyerlah addiction. Go away, shoo you shoo. Kay, quick recap.

Yesterday was tiring. Fetch raudha & chipmunks from school. Off to my house. Couldn't open the gate. Abg reached home, trying to help. But he broke the key into half. We ended up breaking into our own house. Kelakar, i was laughing my ass off with abg -.- Okay shush.

So we went in, sleep, lepaked, whatever shit in my room. Then i was laughing my balls out with raudha. I can't believe you were that that kental. Your blog, maut. K, kelakar giler. -.- Went to fetch ncc people. Speaking of which.. Welcome back to plaza singapura korang ! :D

I'm tired. I was talking to faizbby just now otp. Heh, you pussy betul. I never wanna dare you anymore again bby -.- Booo sama lu. Anyway, sorry didn' t have breakfast dgn kamu today ): Why must i write about you everyday in my blog ah ? Why ? You tell me why ? (Your way) Okay you know i know -.-

Okay , gtg to drama practise. Looooooooooooooooooooozah !
I Love You More, Than You Like Me - The Streets

2008-11-05T18:20:00.011+08:00

Uber cute bby twins; zyla & zyra.

Morning wake up call from bby. Drama practise superb as ever. Baby's gone shopping with dzul. (Cousin)
Health meter : Perfect. Weight : 43kg. Height : 156cm. Waist length : 26cm (?) Okay, what else needed ?
You're defined as dumb if you just read what is written on top. Seriously, you really need a life manzxs(:
Oh well, of to sleep. Goodnight !
Whoa Oh!

2008-11-04T18:21:00.005+08:00

Today was purr-fect.
I'm tired.

Felix Nai, I miss you. / Raudha, I love you. /Usmah, I'm sorry.
Last train home.

2008-11-03T19:20:00.005+08:00

Hello, after much, much... much begging from faiz, i finally met up with him. Hahaha. He mati-mati wanted to ajak go chinese garden. At first, i didn't know what for. He said it was a suprise. O.o ? Then when we reached there, it was suberp like hell. The scenery was amazing. & The bear he gave was super duper cute. Hugged him tightly and cried non-stop. Which was pathetic of me. But nevermind. Then was mute for awhile.

Hi-five(s) for us, because we managed to get back in the shelter as quick as possible. Rain poured heavily later on. Wow the thunder & lightning, SCAWIE MAWIE. Planned to go again tomorrow for the full tour, wanna tag along anybody ? Heh. Oh, or maybe we'll be challenging each other to bowl. Muahahahaha(:

Later on.. The mouth starts talking and talking and talking non-stop. Ahahahaha, lame-oo. Thankyou for accompany-ing me to dental even though i said no. :P Bleaaah. After that went to eat. Bought ramly burger, roti john and mee goweng. As usual, i didn't finish 'em up. & He ate for me. ( SOMEHOW LAH. You know, i know. ) Thanks for everything love. I miss you, and thankyou for also sending me home. Haaaaaa ! (:

I love you raudha, and usmah. More then anything else in the world. I swear you guys are the best ! & Thankyou nisha too for your concern. Aku sayang kau. & Fie, i tottaly appriciate everything that you did. (: Thanks ehh. Really, thanks everyone for your concern. xoxo,
Marry Me.

2008-11-03T11:28:00.007+08:00

I am currently chatting with faris chickenfries, naz-rule, hanisha and usmah.
& Obama seems to be a hot topic huh, what's with everybody ? Obama aku punyer lah. -.-

Dental appointment today. I love it, i love the smell of the dental, wakakakak, lame-oo.
No, actually, i am just bored to the maximums, that's all. Should i allow faiz to accompany ?
Maybe not. Maybe yes, maybe i wanna be alone. But i'll break his heart ? Eh whatever..

Oh well, gotta go. Nothing to say yet, belum keluar lagi lah okay -.- Heh,

I was texting with aunty samsiah the whole night yesterday and also the day before. Heheh. I really don't know what to do cik,
I really really don't. I know you want us to be friends.But maybe.. / Oh well, i appriciate you very, very much.
Thankyou for being there. You the best ! I wanna come over your house again and again, hehehehehehee ! -.-
I wish you were my mommy ): Understanding, comforting, .. lalalaalala, kental, -.-

Love Story.

2008-11-02T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello monsters. Basically, i'm effin tired & happy. I might have lost my laughing box due to those laughters, ahaha. Macam paham lah eh -.- diam.

Spent yesterday morning with raudha, fareez, zul and nizam. Somehow, i shall not say on what. Lol, go figure it out yourself. Me and raudha laughed our asses out, trying to entertain ourself. Apparently, we did okay. Hahahaha, hilarious.

After that, went to aunt's house with mommy, to eat -.- Haha, i don't know what our motive was, but oh well, sedap. Met daddy at wooodlands. He brought he's three 17year old workers along. Eugene, David, Arshad. Cute to th max punyer orang. Very blur-blur type and super duper hot hot hot hot heat i tell you. Had my hair highlighted. Finally. Mine was same as david, smexshizxs. -.- Later on we went to johor. Laughed and kacau-ed mat malaysia alot. One word; gerek.

On the phone with apiz with the cute dimples till 2am ? I laughed super duper fucking loud -.- Hahaha, thankyou babeh. & One more, thankyou to umarrul khalifie for everything oi. I seriously thank you for being a great friend. No, no chances at all babeh. (: Please, don't ask me such questions anymore(:

Today morning; went to jemputan with mommy. Ate, alot. Then went to meet up with the rest at bukit batok. Raudha, yazlynn, usmah, fareez, syami. Went to macd to eat first, and someone called, and he made me shout so loud in the cafe. Fuck ah fuck. -.- Then we had our laugh again.

Off to bowling. Okay, this time, i rock. Not many longkangs, i'm proud of myself. Wooohoooo.
Dental tomorrow, dinner with zhaoliang boleh kan ? Hahaha(: Yezsa bby ! :D

Takecare jerks.

2008-10-31T18:14:00.005+08:00

Today's breakfast was with bby(: Met up at around 10am. Heh, nothing much to say here, but, all i know is we both ate alot. Not exactly me, but he did. Owowowowolol. -.- Spent the whole morning till 2pm with him. Doing all sorta-shitz. You know, i know. Suuushhh, (: Oh nice hair colour love !

He went to imm with his team jurong. *Roflmfa with raudha and usmah. (: While i had to go to school for my drama practise. Me & raudha got our scripts and we planned to add in our own lines. K macam paham. Laughed alot, shared secrets, tried to advice.. Impossible !

Ended at around 5.30pm. For which we planned to jog after that. ( Read : Usmah, fitri, raudha, me. ) But something happened, i don't know what. Me and raudha walked towards my block and the usual qamarul and gang were there. They kept on using the porn-ic terms, annoying. Decided to go home. Texted bby, and he's looking for a job. O.o ?

Okay, i'm sick, again. See lah, tk makan vegetable lagi kan ? Hahaha -.- Oh well then..

Let's see what we have for tomorrow. Will he, or will he not ? * Macam tadi faiz cakap. (?)

P.S/ I got th photos and i'm not sharing 'em with you monsters. -.- Look at my previous post for some of em okay.

2008-10-30T12:41:00.017+08:00

Hello earthings. Firstly, i wanna say goodbye to the ncc people who will be off to vietnam like, today. I will miss all of you people terribly, horribly. Heh, have a safe trip and do come back with my souvinier okay ? Hahaha (: xoxo.

Yesterday was east coast park with babys. Namely, fareez, syafiq, raudha, usmah, syami, fitri, yazlynn, aqilah, fie, dannie, azlan, adi. Heh, sanggop letak from who comes first to last -.- Pathetic, i know. Tkper lah, suker.
First, met up with raudha, usmah, fitri and syami at bukit batok aroun 10am. Trained to bedok & took a bus there. We were being uncivilised little monkeys in the double decker bus, climbing up and jumping down and chitty-chitty bang bang. As soon as we get there, syafiq was looking hot as ever, that i didn't recognised him. Lol. Ate at burger king for our late breakfast first. Then me and raudha decided to get ourself wet first. She's frekishly spooky cos she pushed me in the ocean like it was nobody's business. Haha. Went to climb trees ( Read: We climb tall flimbsy trees 'cos we are monkeys, unlike you, cats. Scary cats. ) with usmah later on. Wanted to carved my name there too, like other people. But oh well. Tk berguna pun anyway.
Came the rest. I didn't expect dannie to tag along though. Me and raudha layan-ed him like the whole day, because he was freaking cute. I swear he was. Dannie naqq perghii shubwayy eqqhs ? HAHAHA (: Busteeehhhh ihhhh ! Okay sorry lah kay ? Gurau ajer, tk perlu nak beat/kejar aku and i don't know do what cos i was running like a bitch.
After much persuading, i finally, finally, finally managed to get usmah to swim. & The rest too. I was kinda afraid cos they keep on drowing me lah gituh kan. Haha, bustoads. Had too much of fun till i got super duper tired. Lepaked there, since there's free internet connection, and usmah brought along her laptop, apa lagiiii ! :D They played taiti and fareez taught me how to play it, dengan semangat pulak tu. -.-
Went to shower. & I freaking hate this part. Look, it is a shower place for girls/woman. Therefore, we will all get ourself half naked and take our shower, like duh. & There's these group of workers who pratically walked pass us and looked and us. When i scolded him, he said he was doing his job. Bodoh per kau ? Orang tgn mandi cb. -.- Okay, that was one part...

Then, after we got changed and smelled super duper goood, a very very cute baby-but not anymore after he tottaly shitted right infront of our eyes, taik dier punyer lah bau ! Kiwak, -.- Baby ini eh, ape ajer mak dier sumbat pat mulut dier.
Went to eat at bedok. Then the boys wanted chicken rice, the girls wanted ljs. We ended up eating our ljs ofcourse. Kater perempuan. Okayyyy, we also had a girl's talk yesterday. I so can't believe it, but nevermind. Act naturally. Hurrah. Wow, what a long post.

Bye,

2008-10-28T10:48:00.015+08:00

Happy One Year Annivesary Baby, ♡

It's been twelve months, and every month, i'll always wait for that text msg, i don't know why. Wakaka, i love you hon. One year ago, I did not know one person could change so much, in what was so little of the time I had. I love you baby. Nothing i say here can show you how much you mean to me. Really. Actually, you just make me all so speechless lah kan. Can't wait to spend th day with you dearest (: Though i'm feeling oh so sick right now. Heh.
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Nadheera ! Ehem, babygirl. Happy one year anni baby. I knew something was wrong. Bby, i know you inside out. There's no way you can fool me. I know i'm no where near perfection but you my dear, only perfection knows how perfect you are for me. It's been quite a journey, fights caused by friends, crush, ex, misunderstandings, school, attention and lastly, by love itself. But no matter what baby, i love you. I swear i do. I may not be the sweetest, i may not be the most caring boyfie, i don't have money, i mostly put myself before you. I may sleep alot, i do make mistakes, alot. But, that's just the way your baby is. Because i am sweet, i do care. I'm rich in love, you're the first priority. I wake up at the thought of you. I mend the shits i caused you. Because i am your baby. Because i do love you, mu onr, my only babygirl (: Baby baby, it's our day, you have no permission to be down, love may get you down, but whenever i'm here, we're on cloud 9 bby. That's where i met you. Muah, ily !
xoxo.

Muahahaha, envy me. -.- / Sometimes, i just don't get your problem. What's wrong with you now, again ? Go and shave your finger away lah okay, looooozah.

2008-10-27T13:17:00.001+08:00

Well hello there. Today i don't feel like going out neither with usmah, haziq & erman or with faiz. Because i wanna rot and decompose at home like some pigs. Heh. (: I haven't been having enough sleeps anyway. Hanging on th phone with faiz till 4am and such were all really awesome to th maximums. He was super duper hyper all night. Wooh.
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Went to madrasah yesterday, like finally. Saw kkai before that. He looks sick, he sounds sick and he still have the cheek to use my bag. Gimme back my bag and my boots bitch ! Heh(: Then after that went to aunt's house. Fought with dad. Dislike dad. No need for infomation lah okay. -.- Whatever major lozaaaaah.

Have beeen chatting with usmah all day long. Such an intellectual manszx. Seriously, you freak me out. Lol. Then have been texting raudha high-per. _|_ & She is so worried, tsk tsk tsk. We're on a bet baybay.

Ok, i wanna eat. Tomorrow is the 28th october. Wakakakakakaa, one year after faiz asked me for stead. Hahaha. Sentosa bby ? O.o I swear i love love love you you you very much, (:

2008-10-25T10:41:00.001+08:00

Currently on the phone with faiz baybay. Hahaha, -.- :D Yesterday, we went to watch high school musical three and it was superb ! Thankyou ey, and i'm still gonna and wanna kill you for being late. Grr. (: Heh. Before that, walked around @ lot one with raudha and laughed my asses off. Heh, ily alot.

& Earlier on, we had our practise for that drama thingy. Acted out some scenes and i loved it super duper woooper much ! Gerek giler babi. I didn't regreat it at all, yay ! (:
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At night, went to Milennia Institute for YI Drama Night. Thought it would be boring sebab banyak YP. But it was awesome uh eh. Weee. It ended preety late. Then we took pictures with yp, listened to raudha and usmah sing, shouting at arun because he is damn hot, and also looking at han doing jumpstyle. Sexy you~ Then usmah said that he looks like m yscandal. Lol, yp siolzxs/ =.=

Then.. Went home, thankyou tiger for sending me till under my block yeah.
Appreciate that yo ! :D

Oh well.. Okay then, toodles.
I want pictures please, (:

2008-10-24T12:30:00.022+08:00

Threee-Eeee-Threee Malay Girls Featuring Izzie.
Amalina missing in action,

*Screams and screams.* Hah, that was what exactly happend in class yesterday. The high pitch screams from girlfriends. Congrats, to all of you people who got promoted to sec 4 express ! I'm gonna miss dinesh ): Nevermind, still get to see you everyday next year ! Right ?

Okay, not tryna boast around, but here are my results. I got 6th in class ! Weeweet.
A1- Emath. / A2- Malay, English. / B3- Humanities, Science, D&T. / F9- Amath.

Today i am very happy. Because i am gonna catch high school musical 3 with faiz. Woohoo ! Thankyou ah baby ! Dream come true siolzxs. Hahahaaha. Kental. I swear i damn love you. *Again. I am talking about him everyday in my blog. -.- (: So what.. Go away if you don't like.

xoxo,

2008-10-22T19:57:00.004+08:00

I am super duper angry with blogger and cyberworld. Ha-ha-ha. You are so, sooooo getting boring each day you know ? Tsk, why can't you allow me to upload pictures huh ? Error error error. & Why can't i view my baby's friendster ? (!) Screw whoever created this thang. Ahhhhhhhh ! Bodoh.

School was.. Great ! Oh boy, i can't believe tmrw is the last day. Wowie wowie wooo. I can, finally rot and rot and rot at home. Ok no. Let me tell you my holiday schedule. Mr Muslim made me angry. So very angry. Ok grrr. I am involved in the drama tingy in school, and i have to act, for this blackbox theatre thingy. ( HURRAAAAAAAAH ! Huge passion beb. Hahaha. ) Wait.. The thing that pissed me off is this. Wait eh, I take the consent form. Tsk, geram nyer !

Practises;
-23 oct ( 1pm-4pm)
-24 oct (2.30pm-5pm)
-29 oct (1pm-4pm)
-31 oct (2.30pm-5pm)
-5 & 6 nov (1pm-4pm)
-8 nov (10am-12nn)
-11, 12 & 13 nov (10am-3pm)

Actual performance; 14november.

Grrrrr, then there's another one that is on the 18th november.
K.. This is oh so annoying. But nevermind. Acting will be so much fun. Hurrah, hurrah !
I love i love.

Anyway.. I am so gonna spend so much time with faiz this holiday. Yay yay. I can't wait to do all sort of things with him. I so damn love you bby. One year in 6 more days, oh my god. Ok tk official. So what, it will be soon. ( HAHAHAHAHA, tktahu malu. ) Okay whatever, Diam eh -.-

Spent time with schoolmates just now after school & I had such a grrrrr-eat time. Even though we didn't manage to catch Oh baby today. ): Sad life. Haha, but we did something else.. Something.. Really really awesome that really cracked me up. Yes, and raudha's story telling the the bus for 30 mins was so damn damn amazing and exciting, aku pon nak gitu ! Woohoo, i love you :D

Okay bye.
(:

2008-10-20T17:25:00.006+08:00

No obscene picture here~This will do eh bby. :P

Today was a blast. Well, school went okay. Finally usmah came, i missed her so much. Hahaha. :D After school, went back home straight, cos' daddy invited his friends over. I was just sitting at home, and i guess i've already earned a few bucks, a hundred perhaps ? Power ah kalau hari-hari ini macam. Hahaha. (: What craps.

Yesterday, ~~supposed to go sentosa with raudha, fareez, fie, yazlynn, shafiq, syami. & also madrasah~~ Didn't happend though. Therefore, went to date faiz. Met him up, and for the first time, he was early. Wah wah, bagus lah dier. -.- Heh. Went to vivo. Saw zhao liang, faris and also danial. Walked around with em'. Balqis came later on. Went to danial's crib and made like my own house. His mommy is like super duper coolio ah. Me and faiz were lying on the couch a.k.a the floor watching some japanese and korean show which made me laugh so, oh so much.

Overall, i had such-a great time. I made faiz piggy-back me 'cos i had blisters. Hahaha, gerek per. -.- Ah anw, pictures will be up soon. Dollkiller, send me the pictures, send send send ! Hahah(:

2008-10-18T15:32:00.013+08:00

Cute little midgetronic Ah Eng.

Okay, hello wello people. (: If i were to rate today, it shall be 6/10. Such an exhausting day, though it went preety well. Heh. But come on, who would want to wake up as early as 7am in the morning on a saturday and do your CIP @ the old folks home huh ? Heh. But oh well.

Well, despite the fact that i was all butts on the bed, I was still super hyped up to meet up with apek(s) and nyonya(s) which i find extremely cutesy wootsy. [Okay, what kinda english is that eh ?] Hahh. But the free pizza treat was tottaly superb uh. Expect for the part that most of the guys got 2 boxes, grrr. Futhermore, the three hot hunks who sang were tottaly h-o-t. Hot. Hehehe. & The lion dance performance and dances were amazing too. & Loud, too loud to handle. Well.. Enough about that. Overall, I had such-a great time @ the old folks home, yeehak. (:
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Let's change the topic like tottaly okay ? If you don't wanna read it, then don't bother to bitch. It seemed like everybody is asking me about my love life with faiz. Heh. Well, most of 'em repeatedly says that we are y'know dating ? Or perhaps attached. But in actual fact, officially, we aren't. But if you know the true meaning of love, then you will understand that we are actually tottaly in love. Well, i am, if not him. Heh. Let me make this clear to you. Even though we are not in the status "attached", we love each other very much. & Nothing can break us apart. Hah. I love him as much as you love your daddy. Even if there's obstacles, it's part of life. So yes.. I have no idea what i am crapping. But, i love you bby. Very much, more then you can ever, ever, imagine.

Oh well. Off to aunt's house, though i am so not in the mood of raya-ing. Tsk. Goodbye.

It still goes on.

2008-10-15T22:17:00.007+08:00

Okay, hello. Currently plugging earpluck a hundred times in my ear. (: / mom -.- Hm, anyway got some of my results and preety glad for some of 'em. Others, tsk.Whatever lah okay. Belajar rajin-rajin pon, end up jadi housewife jugak, jager anak.

Alright, i haven't got any pictures from anybody yet. So, live your life, yeahh yeahh.-.- Raya outing with the yusoffians yesterday was fun and kecoh to the maximums. I didn't expect around thirty people to turn up. Luckily we didn't combine ngn acad. Kesian nanti makcik dan pakcik itu. Dah tue, bankrupt pulak. Ok no. Just kidding. Had so much fun, shouting and screaming from house to house. You people rule !

Today was such-a tiring day, not forgetting the super duper heavy rain. Yummy. Felt like y'know, sleeping soundly at home. But, i promised faiz already i'll go out. Heh, took a cab and off to his house. Then we went over to his friend's house. Raya-ing lah gituh kan namanya! Had such-a great time. But, got tired half way. Therefore, me, faiz and some of his friends decided to ditch the others for bowling. Off we go, to Cdans in our baju kurung etc. Ha-ha-ha. Bowl-ed, masok longkang je -.- Then got tired of bowling so met up with the rest again. Aqim is so expressionless. He made me laugh so much, just by looking at him. Hohoho. Oh well, penat lah. Thankyou faiz for spending one whole freakingly tiring day with him, loves ! (:

Okay, tomorrow; Raya-outing with keming people. Almond almond almond ~ Ya' allah ya' tuhanku ! Mengucap nadheera. Kk, over reacting. Eh siololololol. (!) Hurrah hurrah ! Can't wait. Takecare bitches.

Happy girly daze.

2008-10-13T21:01:00.011+08:00

I had a fantabulous time yesterday. Went out raya-ing with the family ytd. Well, except for dad that is, 'cos he had to work. ): Heh. But i had a grrrr-eat time with Adam Ch-something. He is so damn cute lah gituh kan. 3 year old mat saleh, oi ! Faiz kept on calling every single hour. Lol, first he wanna talk to my atuk, then he wanna this and that and this. Heh. I love you. Okay stop.

Today was even greater. I swear i had the best-est day of my life. Ok no. Exaggerate itu yah. Went to town with girlfriends. Seriously, this is like the first gfs outing ever. From neoprints, to shopping and then laughing and etc. I love raudha, usmah and fitri so fucking much okay. Thankyou for the most awesome, awesome day babys. & Wait, thankyou for coming over to my house, then pick me up. & Then, coming back over, and send me home. Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha ! Best eh. Chey -.-

I can't wait for this week..
Monday- that is today is super duper awsome lah kan ? / Tuesday- yusoffians raya outing, weeweet. / Wednesday- raya outing with faiz and the jurong team ( hahahaha lol ) /Thursday- raya outing with ex keming, woooh. sexy lah krg. / Friday- tido sudah eh.

FIFTEEEN MORE DAYS LAGI CANNOT WAIT !
One year baby, i love you. Hahahahahahahaha.

Alright now, takecare boobs. xoxo.

2008-10-10T18:25:00.014+08:00

Okay, i am back. You miss me ? I bet you don't. Hahah. Okaylah ape-ape lah eh -.- Well, anyway, in addition to this joy, examinations are fucking over. I repeat, OVER ! *Goes crazy and starts pinching apek's nipple.* Hurrah, hurrah ! Keh, pathetically lame. Alright, let's talk about the whole examination week okay. *Thinking... Still thinking...* Ah, forget about it. I won't and i don't wanna waste my time remembering about em'. But i know that i am gonna flunk and do badly for my chemistry, physics, amath/ ^^V

Have been meeting faiz quite alot of times lately. I have no idea why, but i just love it. We have been touring all around singapore, and laughing our balls out. Okay enough. Nanti orang jealous ke aper kan, susah nanti. Kan kan kan ? -_-" Tsk, / [!] Have been going out with girlfriends and boyfriends too y'know. & Laughing more balls out. Went to town just now jugak, and had so duper much fun. I love you, girlfriends. We took neoprints; it has been ages since we took one. (Read: The first for the year) In conclusion, I didn't really study that much for my end of year papers. Not all all. :D In fact, i had so much fun hanging around. Okayy... Other then that. I gotta say; i am still in raya mode.. Come, go out with me people. And i wanna continue earn $$ ! Ka-ching into my pocket.

Ps; The seniors have all graduated. Double happiness, hahaha. Okay i'll miss you people. *Hugs* Bye mingaun, bye kuching, bye sexy eyes, bye arvin, bye zamak, bye everyone. I'll have to go now. Well, till here then, see ya some other time, seniors. Talking abt em', alot are under my block. Turun jap ah eh kaypo kaypo. Hohoho. Takecare peeeepalos.

2008-10-05T18:06:00.005+08:00

Officially on hiatus okay.

I mean it this time round.
-.-

2008-10-02T18:12:00.009+08:00

Happy birthday danial.
-
Thankyou for being a great friend. [!] You the greatest.
Lot-za love, naddd.

Wait. I'm on hiatus. Control nadd, control.
Exams are starting on monday ,kiwak.

Raya was fucking great i should say. Cousins are awesome and so is everybody. I cried, so much. Eh, i shall stop here already okay. Will be back not very soon. Hm, depends luh alright.
Takecare, miss me. I know you won't. -.-

Selamat hari raya~

Nadd mintak maaf kalau ader terkasar bahasa ke ape-ape kepada kawan-kawan nadd.

Read: This only took me 10mins, mom.
Bitch.

^^V

2008-09-28T12:34:00.013+08:00

Happy 11th month baby. ♥

I didn't expect you to say that you're my boyfriend lah eh ? But you did. Heh,
I love you. I swear.

Bye then.

2008-09-27T11:40:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday alyfie ! You still owe me a handphone eh. Love you. ♥

Okay hello. Exams are around the corner, so i'm not really gonna blog that much yeah. Okay..
Before all that, i really wanna thank danial, ahmad and zhaoliang truckloads for everything.
Thankyou for that late call, trying your best to make me laugh and i actually did. You guys rock.

Met up with faiz again after malay exam yesterday. Speaking of which, malay ppr sucked. -.-
Well, went to vivo with him and window shopped. Thankyou for the great day baby, xoxo.
Well, walked and walked and sleep and sleep and laugh and laugh all day long with him~
I love you tau. "Betul betul betul. You know, i know eh. Heh, i had a great time with you.
As usual eh, you horny maniac. ♥

Alright, just came back from meeting momma @ idk where/how to put it into words. O.o ?
Will be going geylang later on, and then perhaps meeting faiz for a short while, perhaps.
Then wanna go catch f1 race dgn ______. Macam pahem !

Owww owww oww sexaye.
Guess who's back ?
Just guess.
BYE(:

2008-09-23T22:17:00.009+08:00

I am in love with "Upin and Ipin" Fucking cute ah dorang, heh. &All thanks to fie and yazlynn.

Okay, i still have yet to get pictures from felix, aqilah and usmah. Uhh, wait long long. (:
Oh well, somebody badly wants me to post about yesterday lah gituh kan ? Haha, chey.

Okay, school was great. (Read : Minus chemistry because mr chow's shouts are so #%$@^# )
Kiwak, i swear telinger boleh lari sio dgr yang mulia ini pekik-memekik for no fucking reason.
Ahh, boring. Let's just skip this part about school okay ? Because simply said, it ROCK ~ wooh.

Ytd after school,
I went home, with kumar & rinor for awhile & they were talking so much to my mom. Banyak.
Then met up with faiz at tiong. Then came along the gessians. Hugged nadia macam biasa ^^
Finally, i met zhaoliang. Eh cow macam monster yang huge macam giler babaye punya siol, hah.
Then, i met hadi. ( Hahahaha, ex crush gituh kan. ) He is like super duper friendly ey, baik. :D
-

Went to outram with faiz, thankyou eh bby teman macam selalu. I love you verayee much.
Later on, after going to dentist, i went over to faiz's house. Haha, seram siol, aku mengiggil -.-
Kay but turned out that he's family is like super duper giler babi punyer friendly ah gituh.
He's mom made the best spagetti and his dad made super delicious muffins ah, power sio.

I had such a very great fun over at your house bby. Yay yay, nanti dtg lagi. Hari raya eh~ O.o
Was texting his momm after that all the way gituh. Haha, macam pahem. I love you people.
Kaay, macam dah tunang gituh. -_- Yer yer, aku pathetic, aku suker. Jgn bacer lah bodow~
-

I just came back from night-study. I came alone 'cos i was fucking late. And it was fuckin dark.
Thankyouu hafizan for temaning okay ? Aku sayang kau tau ? Don't be sad alright ? Really ):
You're always ending up in such situation. & I never knew how to make you smile. Sigh.
Cheer up.

I miss being on the phone with danial, zhaoliang and ahmad. And now, when they wanna call me, i don't really feel like it. I don't wanna be a disturbance, sorry aight ? I know, you all miss me !
HAHAHA, danial says so okay. -.-

I had such-a great laughter with raudha all this while in school. Thankyou for everything yeah.
You rock lah, WAUDHA SHAPAO ! ( Read: Inside joke -.- ) Wepeat tau, wepeat wagi. O.o ?

Okay lah, gtg study and mandi.
Takecare people.

I'll be your a-n-g-e-l.

2008-09-21T20:57:00.008+08:00

Happy birthday usmah sayang !
Happy birthday abang !

Alright, today is a sunday. Yes yes yes, i didn't ditch madrasah. 2 months dah ponteng!
Came a hour late, and it was super duper fun. Futhermore, uztaza didn't come. Heh~
Thus, replacing with this very hot, young, fucking gedabush cute uztat. Haha, baik kapa. -.-
He talks to us using i/u which melts me, kaykay tak. & He repeatedly says i'm arab. O.o ?
I keep on talking and talking. & Afiq, Johan and me were sharing about our braces. -__-

After that, got home, had a television marathon. Yes faiz, i won. Hahaa, lame kan ? -.-
Watched camp rock. & Faiz kept on calling and calling. 'Cos he dislike jonas brothers.
Lololol, jealous ey.

Let's talk about saturday okay ? I had a super duper mega air max fun yesterday, swear.
Along with usmah, raudha, aqilah, fitri, felix, erman, haziq and pravin. Thankyou yeah ?
Well, went to to fish & co. (Tk halal-.-) @ town ytd to celebrate mine and usmah's birthday.
We all had the best fish and chips in town, except for usmah who had chilli crab. Sedap.
Ate and ate, and i need not exaggerate futhermore.

Then after that felix gave me this fucking cute cookie, which is now in my tummy, Yum~
Next, we bought this 40bucks ice-cream cake from swensens. Well, they sang for us. (:
Super duper loud, then everyone there clapped hands. I was like blushing away sebab sweet.
Okay, i was treating usmah like a boyfriend. Seriously, i was like super sweet to you kan ?
HAHAHAHA -.-

Well, next.. We stole, okay not literally stole ah. But we got 18 bottles of coke for free. Free!
So we were walking, and then felix & erman ran towards me and poured the cokes on me.
Kiwak, so i wanted to join in the fun. & I poured at raudha. & We were all runinng all ard town.
Immatured. But i had a fucking fuck fuck fun.

Then went to vivo, with everyone soaking wet. Carried usmah and throwed her in the pool.
Or whatever you call it at vivo tu lah kan. & Haziq and erman were so erotic gituh kan -.-
Okay, then they bought me two new tops. Super cute lah. Thankyou sayang sayangs ! (:

Then while in the bus at home, i was playing with pravin's ipod touch. Guitar hero rulezxz oi.
I then wanted to steal his ipod, so i walked out of the bus, holding on to this ipod. &He followed.
All the way down. Haziq was laughing all the way in the bus, teasing me. Bodoh tau cow ?

I'll stop here. In short, i had a fucking great time ytd. Reached home late & mom's unhappy now. Bye-bye.

I hope you won't be there tmrw, give me atleast some privacy please. -.- You dumb-arse.

Imma rockstar.

2008-09-19T17:21:00.014+08:00

(Read: Camera quality sucks. )

School have been super duper wacky along with my two bestfriend~
Raudha and usmah, I swear i love em' more then anything else. Hugs!

Today morning was a bitch. I was having fucking horrible stomach cramps. Like seriously.
I was in such a huge pain that i lied ON the toilet floor texting faizbaby macam nak rak. -.-
K then, went to school, i shouted at usmah super duper loud during morning assembly. (!!!)
I'm sorry babeh. Everyone was looking at me, staring at me in such bizzare mode. I'm sorry.

I was being a bitch. Abeh orang tengah sakit macam nak mampos, kau menggatal ngn aku.

( HAHAHA, SOUNDS SO WRONG~) Anw, i had a great fun after school. With the usuals.

We also had our english exams today. Eh best peh composition, -.- Namer faiz tiber2 timbul.
I was writing about this two people who hated each other but ended up loving each other.
Showed usmah my compo, and her comment was, SEXY. That is all, sexy ? Hahahah.
Okay, i re-wrote it because i had so much time. To even sleep, and seduce myself -____-"

I can't wait for tomorrow super much. ( Read: Celebrating mine & usmah's birthday )
I can't wait for monday too. ( Read: Buka kat rumah faiz dgn family ? Weeweet -.- )

Blinded.

2008-09-18T11:54:00.009+08:00

Haha, chey chey, faiz buat kan aku lagu oi oi oi. Hahaha, thankyou baby. I love you.
Oh well. Have been on the phone with him like forever ytd. In school, bus, home, everywhere.
& Yes, i appriciate you coming all the way down to lot one just to send me home. Suh-weet.

I can't wait for monday tau tau tau ? Buka kat rumah faiz ? Wahahaha, power gituh kan. :D

Okay, i skipped school ,along with faiz. O.o Well, i guess i really am sick okay. Or am i ? ^_^

Wakaka, thursday just sucked okay ? & I had a marvellous sleep, oh powerfool. Jealous much ?

-.- Right. Will get back to school later on. Hah, step siket ajer ah. No, i just can't stand home lah.

Went to lot one ytd with raudha, usmah, yazlynn and felix. We were looking for neoprint. Hah.
Winduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ Okay right, seriously lamer tak waste money on neoprints siol.

Then meet up with fatimah and gang / hafizan and gang / nadia and friend. Heh, sayang (:

I gotta go now. Guess wht ? I am revising my social studies already. And i just relieased that, tomorrow is my english exam. Oh holy makruh-ni shit. Aku tottaly luper giler babi siol~

Currently on the phone with usmah and raudha. Hahah, sayang korang duer banyak2.
Dier tetap gituh. Woooh. (:

Love Songs .

2008-09-17T22:48:00.004+08:00

Miss Mysterious

A day on 31 October
Went out with a girl that always got me to wonder
Oh why do you love me so much
I always felt the static every time we meet
Oh why do I feel like this
Could it be love

She may be yours
But in my heart she is mine
That is for sure
And I can’t ask for more
Because she done too much
Too much even ask for more

Oh miss mysterious
You got me thinking
You got me listening
You got me asking
And you got me loving you
This feels so true

Oh lady of mine
You seem so sad oh I wonder why
Is it me
Or is it you
Is it somebody else
Oh why won’t you give me a clue

I left her heart beating
I remembered our first meeting
Asking for hugs and kisses
Asking to never leave her
Where ever you are
You will always be in my heart

I love you baby
And this feels so true
I can’t help but wonder why
Why do I stick to you
Oh why does this feel so forever

Oh miss mysterious
You got me thinking
You got me listening
You got me asking
And you got me loving you
And this feels so true

Faiz here peepaloss !

Nadheera, i love you girl.

and no no no, haha. im not the greatest, you are.

jangan nak degil ckp NO tau !

hehhehe ^^

currently feeling sick bobs.

having puase fever & still running after my running nose.

and sekarang PENAT D:

hahha. kk lame ah.

anyway, tomolo going back to school i think ?

idk ah, malas pork -.-

hmm, Fa'izzul Al'berto Jinrad is too lazy to PUASA

due to hothotheat weather in singapura, oh singapura, shiny island, so shiny ?

haha, that's all i think, although i got more to say aye.

gtg peepaloss.

peace . xoxo .

2008-09-15T20:01:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to me !
Happy Birthday to hawa !
Happy Birthday to us, Happy Birthday to us !

Today is just the best birthday day ever. Mainly because i get to celebrate with people i love.
From girlfriends, to boyfriends, to faiz, to kkai and then family members. Weeweeet. Heh.

Got a huge birthday bash from school mates. Kiwak, boleh mati. Ganas nak mampos tau krg ?
Yeah, my body hurt so much. But i appriciate everything alrighty pepalos ? Yusoffians rule !

Then met up with Faizbaby. Hehe, watched movie. But i don't really understand it, really.
Well well, cut short here eh. We walked to his home later on. I was laughing so much otw.
Shared secrets with each other, and yeahh thankyou for caring super much. I love you taw ?
A great thankyou to you for calling me @ midnight and also that 10 pages birthday msg okay ?
Met up with his daddy later on. Heh, cute maut ah ini encik safaruan. Seriously pendek ~

Then kkai waited for me at the playground. Cut short here. Lalala, exchanged ours bags.
Parents thought he was my boyfriend, wth wth wth. Takecare of my boots okay bestie ? Loves!

Thankyou everyone for the wishes, wait lemme try name/credit all of you okay ?

`Faiz, Zamak, Kkai, Usmah, Salman, Aqilah, Zhaoliang, Iqbal, Yazlynn, Fie, Rika, Danial, Raudha, Nyna, Nadia, Arvin, Ain, Kumar, Dinesh, Sobrina, Amalina, Ain, Shu, SMaryanah, Hayat and company, Jannah, Janaadan, Erman, Haziq and the list goes on and on and on and etc okay ? Loves.

` Some super duper mega air max unexpected wishes from; wawan ( ex aku, haahhaha -.- ),
apit ( yang sesungguhnya hot kebabian ) , syazwan , alman ( kiwak, bawah block aku pukul tiga pagi, gila punya olang ) dan juga saidon ( hahaha, yay yay~ primary school crush crush crush.)\

`All those friendster friends. & Now i have to reply 20 comments saying thankyou thankyou thankyou :D

Dah dah, nk makan cake. BYE !

2008-09-14T11:54:00.001+08:00

Haha, i'm not trying to boast around, telling people it's my birthday okay. But oh well.
Thankyou for the advanced wishes people. Especially faiz who never stop wishing me.
& Usmah, for that text messages and also the very super duper cute emoticon & song.
Heh, loves !

Keluarga bahagia.

2008-09-13T20:26:00.006+08:00

DAD BOUGHT ME A NEW TOUCH PHONE.

LG KF700.
You can never imagine how happy i can get. This is the best present ever daddy. I love you.
I love you so, so much. More then anything else, i swear i am not kidding right now daddy.
But then, sadly, i am not allowed to use it in school & i think it is quite reasonable ah eh. Hee(:
I don't wanna waste any more of daddy's money, therefore, i will use that phone down there.
Sony erricson has preety cute fonts y'know. Haha, aku suker. Dad will use my new phone.
For the time being. I don't mind. As long as i have a phone, and i knew daddy meant well.

SONY ERRICSON Z770I.

ZEN STONE MP3 PLAYER (:

Then abang gave me this zen stone plus. He said he don't want it. & He said utk birthday.
Well thankyou so very very very much. I love you so so much ! :D

Right now, my younger brother is chatting with Iqbal. & He is laughing he's asses off.
Sampai kepala dier terantok dan dier tergolek-golek. I wonder what iqbal said to him.
Hahaha, cute.

2008-09-13T15:19:00.004+08:00

I'm just hoping to get a new handphone from my daddy on my birthday.
Okay two more days eh. I'm pathetic, i know. Diam diam ah lu~

Currently, i'm chatting with zhaoliang and iqbal. Super duper bored like giler babi meow~

3 more days,

2008-09-12T19:35:00.006+08:00

Jgn emo lah aqilah~ hahaha(:

Keh, recently my life somehow sucks. It somehow is super duper horrible to the mega max !
I think toyol have been following me, i have been losing lotza things. It is dolat ? (sp error. )
Haha~ From handphone, to house key, to super important file to school tie, and then etc.
But i found all back, apart from my handphone. Apedah toyol tu, main-main pulak dier.
Kk lame.

Came to school at 8.45am yesterday and was told to go home. But i didn't anyway lah. Hah.
Therefore, i came early today. & Turned out to get a long lecture or talk from Miss Tan.
She said i was caught __________. Cb, macam maner sia ? -.- Faiz, you know, i know. Heh! (:

PE was fun, but very-very emotional or i don't know what you call it ah. Gdjob 3E3 babys ! (:
Bob & shafiqq then made me walk all the way to canteen just to ask me for a kiss and money.
Bodow~

After school just now, lepaked with friends. Was eating burger with hafizan and alraudha.
We all didn't fast because we were super thirsty and the boys uzur agaknyer kot ? -.- lame.
Heh, then i don't know how, but when i opened my eyes, i was sleeping & so was everyone else.
Sedap sekali you~ -.-

Met up with danish later on at 5.30pm. I needed to fetch my brother, and him, his sister.
Our adiks are like super cute kan ? Macam cute couple eh tu classmates duer tu ? Eh eh ?
Danish made me irritated by saying he is taller then me etc. Then we laughed so loud till the security guard scolded me. -.- Danish gave me a hug, cute ah budak ini. Heh, chey chey~

I cried in front of the family just now. Why eh ? Friends ? Faiz ? Family ? Or handphone ?
I really don't know. I didn't even know i was that pathetic. Dad was super duper cute ah.
He quickly gave me chocolate and gave me his handphone. He said, "Nah nah, msg dier."
I think he thought i cried because of faiz, or didddd i ? O.o

Fie bagi balik aku punyer PE shirt okay ?
Aqilah bagi balik aku punyer PE short okay ?
Hahahaha, pathetic nyer aku. -.-

Terawih cup. ( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, Kelakar ah ini anak safaruan)
Birthday coming soon in three days, ewah ewah ewah.
Lima belas you~

fickle-minded eh.

2008-09-10T22:36:00.004+08:00

I got my sim card back!

Hehehehe, Happy giler babi manzxzxzx. Just that i’m using mom’s phone. Yang susah giler nak pakai. Tapi atleast i something to communicate with people. Wooh.

Went to jurong just now which was uber fun ah. Heh, was laughing all the way with friends.Got this talk about malay books etc, which was such an ass. Because i don’t understand a fucking thang. But oh well.

Meet up with faizzz after that along with my two dear bodyguards. Then they left me alone. Haha. I thought they ditched me, but they wanted to give me privacy. Thankyou eh sayangs. Then went to break-fast at KFC. I was super duper full gituh lah kan, brr.

Thankyou faizzz for sending me home. & Being an listening ear. Yes, i just can’t stop talking whenever i’m with you. I just feel super open with you, and like macam, i don't know. Just that you're the best person for me to tell everything to. Without see-ing you complaining or what-so-ever gituh ah. You’re likea great friend, bestfriend, boyfriend, playmate, everything. I love you so much tau bby :D

Raudha, cheer up. I love you.

What if i say i like you.

2008-09-09T18:54:00.012+08:00

Nadd. said: I want my phone back. ):
Paris Alyfie. says: ur phone wad model???????!!!!!
Paris Alyfie. says: i buy for u when ur bdae!

Paris Alyfie. says: den get the facts right uhh. ask everyone . ask who took it
Paris Alyfie. says: dun jus be an ass and wait for the person to own up!

Hah, you better get me one, exactly the same okay alyfie ? Heh, joking lah okay.

Anw, i lost my nokia 6500 slide handphone. Fuck you whoever you are lah siol.

Grr. It contains alot of memories sia. ): I told nizam to takecare for me while i charge it.

Then the next thing he said was, it went missing. Bitch you, i'm killing you tomorrow.

Jgn kau lari. Aku nak break ngn kau besok jugak. (Keh, inside joke with raudha. Diam )

Went home with a heavy heart and told my family members about all that. I cried like shit. -.-
Abang laughed his asses off, along with adik and mom. Mom said, "Padan muker kau. Hah"

I looked at dad, and he didn't scold me. Fuh, baik ah. He said we will terminate the line asap ?
& Get a new 2nd hand phone for the time being. I love you ah dad. Really, i do manzxzx.

Yesterday, raudha cried. I cried at night reading her text messages. I love you so much.
Don't hear/listen to what others say about you okay ? I will be here for you no matter what.

Chill okay. Everything happend for a reason kan ? You're just the bestest bestfriend ever syg.

Went to wm ytd, and perhaps ytd seemed to be the day i meet up with my ite friends.

Saw kkai and also Naidi who is like super duper fucking fucking fuck hot. Seriously. Haha.

Cute pulak tu. Azhar ditch me later on. He said he'll acompany me. But i went home early-.-

Lepaked till super late today with usmah & raudha. Heh, i love you guys so much.

I'm gonna meet up with kkai later on. Because you simply love my bag kan biatch ?

Then i wanna go get a fucking new phone right away ! I can't survive, seriously.

Time-check. 7.05pm. Therefore, it only mean one thing. MAKAN~

(Edited)

Special thanks to dearest 3E3 girlfriends who never stopped hugging and cheering me up.

& To nasir who was such-a great help. Calling my handphone non-stop and even making me laugh.
& Also to the others who were super duper great. I love you you, yusoffians. Tirmidzi and ain ! Youu both better delete my picture crying in your phone. Kalau tidakkk ! Hahah-

I just can't and i won't fall for you. Trust me raudha and usmah. I keep on talking about him. Saying i like him. I was just kidding, really. Aku main-main aje tau! I trust you both. If you tell anyone, mati korang. Hahaha. But i never want anything to happend to our friendship. REALLY. I like him, as a friend. heck yeah, you're uber sweet. Fuck ah fuck ah fuck ah ! No wonder, no wonder.

Perhaps more.

But unlike a square.

Justice league.

2008-09-07T14:47:00.007+08:00

If you can see this, wa caya sama lu ah ! Mom's phone camera quality suck like hell-o.

Faiz gave me twenty nine missed calls yesterday. Supposedly twenty eight kan sayang ? Hahaha. I was like the happiest girl ever lah kan when i got that Okay okay i know. Pathetic much ? Whtever! (: I love you, bf !

Then later on that night, i was on the phone with faiz as usual @11pm, then he’s friend called. Conferenced, & we were laughing and laughing over some littlest lame yet funny things. ^=
Then he passed the phone to his little pri one cousin. I swear i love her super duper much !

Her name is Putri Azra. She talks like a sixteen year old girl. Heh. Me and faiz were layan-ing her till 4.30am in the morning. She keep on giving us kisses because she didn't allow us to sleep. Hehehe, ultra fucking mega super duper air max cute ah budak ini ! Eee, geramnyer. Azra world ah azra.

Before all that, i went over to granny’s house to break-fast. I was preety late lah. Reached at 7.05pm. Well, i ate alot and alot and alot.Yummylicioous. I just love grandmom’s cooking. Macam ader something special ah. Orang tue mah !

Then i accompanied mom to her friends house. (Read: A three story house, fuhyoo! ) A caucasian man pulak tu. Then the people over there were al l like fxcking hot blondes. Oh cairrr. It was like around 10pm, and they were all getting drunk. Very very scary ^^”) . There were all sorts of wines &beers & etc. Kiwakkk !

So i walked outside the garden, trying to overcome my bravery. Spoooky like shiatzx ! I gave up. Danial accompanied me on the phone for quiet a while. Sayang cow many many. Then, I went home first, because my mom and brother were lost, hah. Bodoh betul.

Saw rinor somewhere near there. He shouted my name super loud. And waved semangat-ly. Hahaha, dier pun satu, cute punyer lah giler babi meow kucing pon kalah ah siol~ Hahaaa. Then talked for a while, heh. Ultra cute ah this guy, you should see him manzxzx. Kk stop.

I think i’ve typed like so much right ? Hah, mainly because i’m typing on microsoft word right now. & The font is like super duper kecik gedebak gedebush, and therefore, it looked like it isjust abit .Aper aku merepek ? English ngn melayu tk betul ? -.-

What else ? Back to school tomorrow. Yeszx~ I’m gonna hug my 8th boyfriend tmrw very tightly. Hahahahaah, klah tk ah tk ah okay. I can’t wait to laugh so much tomorrow in school, again.

Right now, i should be worrying about my homeworks. O.o ? I wasn't in the first place. But thanks to raudha, i had to start worry-ing. Because malay hw is due tomorrow. & I haven't even started reading that damn 300pages book and i hate malay so much i can just die. -.-

ahhh, catwoman.

No more hiding who i wanna be.

2008-09-06T13:43:00.006+08:00

You should read her blog man, it will bring tears rolling down your cheeks, seriously.
Hah, i practically cried non-stop just being at her blog. I miss mr apple ng dearly );
& Sometimes, i just wished i had a bestfriend. One whom i can share everyting with.
But i am happy enough i have many many super duper great friends. I love you guys(:

Oh well, enough of emo-shit-ing. Fareez nanti tak suker. Hahah, okay merepek eh.
I went on a date with my dad yesterday. I swear i love him super duper much lah.
He slept on the bus, and didn't layan me. I listened to the songs on my hp, and cried.
Cry. How pathetic can i get ?

Then yeah, dad ate alot. & made me ate more. No, he didn't make, he forced me; wth.
We ate at kfc for dinner, because i was craving for junk food for like 98342 million years.
& I got a high heel shoe for raya. Heh, finally. I looked uber tall. Taller then you fo' sho ~
& Then i choosed for my younger brother an adidas shirt with a levis jeans. Hotness.
& Then dad bought mom a clinique lipstick. Hahah, merah giler babi punyer. Wtfish.
& Then i told dad to buy abang this nike t-shirt that he had always wanted ? Oooo.

Overall everybody got something that cost around 60dollar each, fair ah kan. :D
Suprisingly, dad also got me two giordano polo tees ? I didn't ask for that though ?
I did't even know he bought ah. Tapi tkper, i love my dad so much ah.

Right now, i'm getting ready to go out with the family. To go for this showroom flat ?
My dad really really wanna shift house. I don't get you lah dad. Here is okay what kan.
He said maybe downgrade, then can earn alot and alot of money for our future gitu eh ?
Or either we upgrade to the two story punyer rumah. But savings will be tight ? O.o

Mom told me to wash the clothes. Yeah, horror man. I think white shirt will turn to pink.
They are all at grandmom's house right now. I've been looking at the washing machine.
It seemed like it is speaking to me. If you were to look closely, it have eyes yknow ?
Imagine all the technology is speaking to me. Then i won't do anything. Oh so cool.
Oh perhaps, i'll ask dad to buy me a robot. Then it will be my new boyfriend ?
& It will help me do my homework. Oh wow. I'm being lame. I know. Shut up bitch.

I'm gonna break-fast with my fellow mates these few days, i hope mom allow. Hah.
Ahh, i changed my blogskin already, again.
Olalala.

This Is Me. - Various Artists

2008-09-05T16:00:00.000+08:00

Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: oh
Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: cool kan ?
Nadd. says: you cool ah.
Nadd. says: hehe
Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: hehhe
Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: you coolio
Nadd. says: you cooiest.
Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: you my gf
Nadd. says: you my bf.
Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: as always
Nadd. says: like forever.
Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: for eternity
Nadd. says: Yeah yeah, ily.
Faizzz Yoyol ^^ says: ilyt.

I got loads of plans today, but i decided to stay at home and accompany my sick dad.
Apparently, this old man doesn't know the meaning of being sick and getting a rest.
We're going arab street & his hotel later on. Futhermore, both of us are not fasting. :D
Haha, i'm having my pms. Oh yezsaaa~ & Doctor told my dad to drink plenty of water.

Sorry usmah, tak ikot kau gi buka kat luar.
Sorry zhaoliang, never meet you today.
Sorry danial tk dapat accompany you.
Sorry faiz tk dapat jumper hari ini. (:

That's about it i guess, i have nothing to say. But my itchy fingers just wanna type.
O.o

Budak budak sekolah medicine. O.o

2008-09-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

Crazy guys, hah.

I love muhammad faiz bin safaruan, thankyou for that uber cute notebook bby :D

& Not forgetting muhd danial bin zulkiflee & siti nadia binte ________. I love you, heh.

Met up with danial at around 12noon. Well, i was preety late as usual. Got that book !
We walked around awhile and went to the library. Was forcing him to layan me, -__-"
Zuraidi came with his friends soon after that. Seriously, korang memekak giler babaye. -.-
Faiz was next, he came quite fast ah. Then he started making lame yet funny jokes.
Nadia came later on. I was super happy to finally meet that woman ah eh. Wowowowow.
We walked around imm and faiz just couldn't stop being horny. He was like, okay nvm.

Hahaha, we were super duper tempted to eat those yummylicious food lah. But we didn't. O.o

My dad is currently at NUH ): Sick, again. Fuck sedih giler babi. Dear god, let him be okay.
(Hah, raudha ! )

Currently on the phone with faiz :D
Well then, kind-of buzee right now.
Boy, make up your mind. -.-

But you failed to get me annoyed.

2008-09-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

Like faiz said to me, we should keep on smiling and good things will come in our way.
I don't mind if you wanna keep on pestering me to forget him or ape-ape lah okay.
I can forget him, i can throw him away from my life. But, i just don't want to. :D
Don't ever try to force love girl.

I was ~~fucking~~ super early for physics remedial just now, really. Nobody was even there.
That made miss teh very proud of me uh. Good, good start nadd. Great impression. Hah.
Then when i came for my malay remedial, i got to know that mr m is teaching us.
I was annoyed for a moment, because i figured out that no one is coming. ): Jahatz.
Well, skipped malay remedial then. Oh common, i hate malay super much lah.

Went to the TL after all that. ( Read; with raudha, ain, yazlynn & those 10 ncc boys.)
Nasir is fucking fuck funny lah i swear i can't help it being near this man,laughing gas.

Anyway, danial & faiz has finished reading that book, (Read: 24girls in 7 days.)
Haha, danial's gonna pass it to me tomorrow. & Faiz asked me out for a movie tmr.
Pada bulan yang suci ini, anda tidak sepatutnya menyentuh perempuan tahu ? HAH.

I'm currently chatting with danial, and he is an awesome friend, trust me. ♥
Yeah man, i love my bitchy life. Hahaha, delicious kan danial ? -.- Thankyou eh.
For hearing out. It meant alot you know, you bitch. Plus, your story makes sense.
So much.

& Not forgetting ZL for the text just now. I am not fickle minded beetch. I love you.
Malay remedial tomorrow. Oh holy macaroni shiatz.
Lolli Lolli (Pop That Body) - Three 6 Mafia

Presenting, the future fighter.

2008-09-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday raudha brotherlurp ! ♡

Hahaha, i love this woman hell much lah gitu kan. Thankyou for being the best(:
Hope you loved the midnight call from me and faiz. Heck yeah, you & him ? Kecoh.
Hope you loved the fourty bucks, go and get that cap you adore most okay dokey ?
Hope you loved the mp3 player & unwrapping the damn fucking thingy yeahhh ?
Hope you loved the ferraro & text from fareez which i find super duper cute. Heh.

Hope you loved the bash with eggs & flour at bukit batok nature park alright ?

Hope you enjoyed your best day in the year ever. I swear I love you hell much girl.
Misai brother, horny partner, Sizta dap, Chong, Raudha Hyper, Santa ?
Etc huh, a super long list you people don't even wanna know about lah okay ? Kaypo.

We did all sort-a things to kill time just now. From hiking to bashing, & laughing,
Kumar is super duper funny lah. Suprisingly, he makes fucking funny jokes gitu.
Nasir & geng "merajok" because we didn't allow him to join us & they went home.
Usmah & Felix never fail to make me laugh my asses of, all day long. I love you guys.
Fitri & Aqilah has some amazing laughter, that is super duper contagious. Yeah man.
Erman happend to read my blog just now, but did not tag. Fock you man, seriously.
That's about it i guess.

Wondering how i'm gonna kill time tomorrow. Hmm, kumar setan~ Wohoooo.

& I wonder what will happend on my birthday. Felix & the others plan scares me.
ALOT. I'm in suspense for like what ? Two weeks ? Ya Allah, selamatkan aku. -.-

Have not been talking to abg for like, days. Gees man, i hate you moron. Gdluck tho.
For your n'level. & To all those taking em' too. Cause' my brother don't deserve it.
Goodnight.

It's fun to fast, so don't pick up a fuss.

2008-09-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

Wait a minute.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENAS ! ♡

Ok yeah, ALMOST half day of fasting already. Hah, time really flies fast huh. Oh well. Anw, i really find those two dumb -.- First you want him so badly. & Now ? Haha. You're critizising and scolding him over some stupid reason ? Why can't you just let him do what he want ? It's his life anyway right ? Hah, i'm not gonna get angry over this, because it is just seriously damn pathetic. Thn confirm nanti mintak maaf lah, duduk bawak block dier tunggu dier lah. Wthell~ Hah, seriously, get a life man.

2008-08-31T20:19:00.000+08:00

Mr adam is our uber hot dm. My reason for detention. HAHAHAH. -.-

Okay, let me make this as short as possible. Don't bother to read anyway lah. -.-
Went to geylang with family yesterday, we made dad spent around 600bucks,
Power. Saw Danial (Gess) . We saw each other many times, so i punched him,
How pathetic can i get, oh well. I got scoldings from dad for doing so, whatever.

Today, woke up around 7plus, because Faiz called. Haha, your plan worked.
Then I painted my room, from yellow to purple. Delighted. Hah, who wouldn't ?
I did everything myself, i mean the painting. Then, i made a mess out of everyting.
Ytd, when i tried to spring clean my room, i broke the vacuum. mom got mad.
Faiz missed called me more then six times just now, Hehehe, suke uh. -.-

Ok stop here. I very much am looking foward to september. Yeah yeah yeah~

Today- Happy birthday Hayat~
1st sept- Happy birthday Nas fisherman aku~
2nd sept- Happy birthday Raudha~

4th sept- Happy birthday Farhan Hamzah~

15th sept - Happy birthday to me~ / Happy birthday hawa twinneh~
16th sept- Happy birthday fiqqsayang~/ Happy birthday Shafiq~

18th sept- Happy birthday Rika~
21th sept- Happy birthday Usmah~/ Happy birthday Abang~
27th sept- Happy birthday Alyfie~

Ok that's all i remember for now. Fasting tomorrow. Oh god, help me.
How can i prevent myself from eating those yummylicious food ? I'll survive.

Plus, i'll be as skinny as the flag pole you see everymorning in school. Shitza.

I love zuraidi. Thankyou for everything yeah. Appriciate it alot alot alot. :D

Baby let me go,

2008-08-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

28th august.
-Happy 11month faiz- hohoho, i love you- you rock my pussy manzxzxzx, -.-
Happy birthday fiqri sayang sayang ,sayang~ Tak, aku tk jealous belo.
-Usmah, Raudha & Ain went over to my house, fucking fucking delicious babes.
-Due to excessive usage __, which the boys somehow suspected; my lappy contacted with alot of virus. It sucked alot, and i had to reboot everythin. Thankyou usmah so very much~

29th august.
-Happy teachers day~ Yeah yeah, i love you teachers alot y'know ? Hahahaha :D
-ROD & STUDENT LEADER INVESTITURE. (suck super much, i'm not up there ): buto )
-Mr Apple came, i hugged him fucking tightly and practically cried non-stop.
-Went to Keming with Fie, Fareez, Nashru, Bob. I was hoping to meet Saidon
badly, then I forced bob to call him & he did. Sayang kau, banyak-banyak ah.

Then raudha called, so we decided to meet her and the rest at bukit view primary.
She was fighting and chasing alep all around the school, heh, cute giler babi ? :D

Wait a minute, i got back my report card too. Mom and dad were delighed, i wasn't.
Mr Apple knows why right ? & I promised (Cik samsiah) something ):
Must buck up my science and amath. & Do my dnt projects, Go nadd go.

A1- English, Emath, Combined humanities.
A2- Malay. ( & I never ever got an A1 for this fucking subject )
B3- Science, D&T )
B4- Amath. ( Well, i used to get E8 and F9. Siape tak gembira siaaa ? (!) )

TROGEN HORSE SUCK SO MUCH~

Will upload pictures as soon as i get from usmah (:

My schemes are just like all my dreams.

2008-08-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

Last time I laid eyes on you I was burnin' your lyrics bby.

I'm gonna bake cookies with friends again, yeh yeh yeh!

That previous post of faiz's shock the hell outta me. Haha, exaggerate.
Oh well, being friends like this are just perfectly fine love. Right ? I love you.

Okay, enough of that one minute mushy stuffs, get on with reality people.
School has been fucking fcuk fun along with my gfs, (read; i'm live~)
I finally am beganing to get back my straight A's and a pass in amath.
Yezsa, finally back to track. I'll prove to you teachers that i can do it.

I skipped detention, again today. Well, well well. I still am in school, right ? :D
Then, i got shifted from the back of the class, to right infront, during ss.
I hate it when that happends, all because of nasir's jokes, I had to laugh.

Lepaked with raudha and usmah for super long, funny like hell ?
Was shuffling in the toilet, -.- Then came the other girls, kecoh habis.
I took a video of ain shitting, which turned out fucking funny.
How can someone get up half way while shitting ? Ya allah ya tuhanku.

Abg is complaining to me about whyy my friends shouted his name just now.
Biarlah, they think you are hot bodoh. I don't though. So stop asking, (:
Okay, cousin in on the way here. Baik ah ah ah. Tido malam punyer.

I'mma gonna practise my nags and lecture about smoking -.- Bye.

i miss you .

2008-08-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hey Nadd,

Faiz here, hope you dont mind ? kinda bored ^^

anw, just here to remind you that your blog is still mine for using, kan kan kan ?

well, school for me has been awesome.

i think ? -.-

well yeah, i miss you dear.

i may be a pain in the ass for not listening to you but hey,

im still here whenever ?

i trust you know how to take care of yourself right ?

kate strong girl, nak masok NS ye sayang.

hahahha, cute ^^

dont worry too much bout me, you got yours to worry huns.

yeah i will show my support to her.

and i'll tell her you're sorry bout everything.

YOU DO NEED MY HELP IN EVEYTHING !

KAN KAN KAN ?

hehehe.

ohyeah, im not sleeping. syafiq sleeping on my bed.

fuck up right that kid ?

haiyoo !

nak tido seblah bleh ? satu mlm je.

daddy kasi pe.

bby = B-B-Y ?

well, that's all.

sorry for the long post ? bored ?

♥

You niggahs fly-er then me for sho'~

2008-08-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

As usual, I have a problem with groggy, wet mornings. But oh well, that's life.
Texted semut syg first thing in the morning, for usual our meet up every sat.
Skipped madrasah, since we were darn bloody two hours late, :D Not me though!
Ranted about all sort-a shitz, exchange opinions, &laughed super duper loud ?
In short, you're a great company, ♥ Cheycheychey~

Got home, and straight away went for a ride to the park nearby, macam paham.
I felt that i needed to be alone for some time, but was texting zuraidi jgk ^_^
Speaking of you, get well soon okay ? I know that you're discharged already,
But still~ you have to take very very good care of yourself alright alright?
You got a competition to win kan kan kan ? :D Go for it zuraidi ~ ♥

Was riding home, wanting to get ready to meet up with the Bitchwhackos. ♥
But as soon as i opened the door, mom was lying on the bed, very sick. Faint ?
It somehow deeply pierced my heart, I tried to be of help, but i can't. Wah baik uh.
Therefore, i'll skip the weekend outing with em'. Sorry buih krg, guys. Esp usmah ):

Then again, talking about the joyous occasion, I love muhd faiz very much ^_^
It's been quite some time since we both we as close as we were ytd night's call.
I texted his mom, asking if i could go out with him today. Mak dier, mak aku per.
Since dad gave me some bucks to treat him movie. But unfortunately, we both
can't make it. Oh well, there's other days right right right.

♥I'm currently stuck at home, but i feel so freee~ Uh uh uh. Bye-bye.

I can never overcome this self-esteem issue,

2008-08-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

He's so hot, you can bake coookies on him,

Current mood : Swinging, -.-

Friday have always been the best day for me. Heh- Yeah right.
Lessons were fucking fuck fun, apparently because we didn't do anyth.
Malay; Was busy texting zuraidi because I was freaking bored bored bored.
Dnt; *I shall not state the name here* busy wathching olympics with the boys.
Chemistry; Was playing with chemicals, making colourful colourful thingy. :D

After school, raudha and usmah came over to my house, as usual.
Buat kejer bodoh, sekali lagi. Was worried that granny would come in.
Heh- They were dancing like fucking fucking funny lah, seriously.

Then went back to school as fast as possible, 'cos usmah was late already.
Lepak-ed and clean up the TL with raudha, sobb, amalina and khadd.
They went home, me and raudha slept in that room, waiting for our friends.
Ncc boys and npcc people came in after that, it was already dark dark dark (:
Switched off the lights and got rogol-ed. Raudha smashed me super hard, sial.

Oh yeah, finally i met up with kkai yesterday. He was drunk, and really sacary.
Haha, chey~ I miss you giler giler giler babi. Besok uh okay, tukar bag ? D:
& I'm curently chatting with kkai, usmah, faiz, nadia, zhaoliang.

Oh well, i hate this, bye-bye.
Mom can't understand that i really was in school till 8+ pm.
Why would i wanna lie to you huh ?
-.-

2008-08-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'm so deprived of sleep,

One thing for sure, i didn't wanna wake up and get my butt of that bed today. Ha, i think i should not be on the fone with danial, zhaoliang, ahmad, and friends till late night. But you guys just rock so much ah, bdk bdk gan eng seng. Heh. (: Dah lah kelakar, bodoh! Zhaoliang, i posted about you already, wah. Good huh ? Atleast I tried okay okay okAy :D

Did you guys reliease yesterday was 20082008 ? I told nasir, and he just relieased it, TODAY. Dumbarse, speaking of him, he made me laugh so much during social studies. Hahahaha. Webcam with maria hertogh ? Planning on our racial riot crisis on teacher's day? Right.

Detention rocks, ain and raudha are like fucking fuck ganas and yet hilarious. Big mommas' Haha. Ok, i keep on asking zainul and sola if they are arab. They got super cool name. Wow.

I'm having a termendous headache.

All thanks to umarul khalifie who kept on beating or whatever to me. Yazlynn, jaage matair kau.

HAHAHAH.

2008-08-19T19:09:00.001+08:00

Can't seem to add a picture):

Okay, I finally had that ephiphany that he is not that handsome, setier or baik either. He's just like any other odinary boy who thinks and repeatedly say that they are not like other guys, -.-

Waitwait, before all that.
Happy Belated Birthday Hussain~!
Happy Birthday Kumar~!

Okay, school was as usual fun & funny. Just that today, raudha made me laugh more-er-est. She even punched/slap on my chest, which made me whine super hard, siolalalala, maut sak. I got bruises everywhere right now, and it hurt so much. Yet, it was a FUNNY one. Ass youu.

Detention room seems like a class for 40 students, Heh. We were imagining alot of things there. Not forgetting, listening to aldous and happy boy play & sing that song ( read: passenger seat just now, made me go wow. Aldous voice was like superman ! -.-

Passenger Seat (acoustic) - Steven Speaks

2008-08-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

So yeah, fie & fareez have been planning/ talking non-stop about saturday. Gila punya olang.
Kay, class outing to east coast and then haunted house on saturday ? Haunted house, mind you.
Korang giler kape ? Haha, aku ni lemah semangat. HAHAHA. I swear I will cling on syami on that day, eh aku book syami eh raudha. Kau gi kat fareez, for powerful protection.

Well, school was super duper powerful today~ I swear. Raudha is like my laughing gas, heheh.
We were talking in some kind of way- Which made me laugh non-stop for like one whole day.
We even got scolded during emath, for laughing too loud, which made us laugh even more lah. -.-

Then after school, served detention. Finally i started my two weeks detention today, POWER.
It was like super duper gerek giler babi. We had nothing to do, so we went on disturbing ppl.
We texted like everyone, especially danial~ Heh, cute kan my kawan-kawan ? :P Wahahaha.
Oh yeah, raudha and ain texted faiz too, which was fucking funny jugak lah. Haha, syg krg :D

Got scolded again, by that stapled mouth bitch. Just what the heck do you want with me lah ?
Go on ah, tell people imma bad influence, go ahead bitch. You're just our teacher, no one else.
Fuck you fuck you fuck you. Pergi operate mulut ngn gigi kau tu siket ah, baru berbual. Butho!

Aqilah megancam, dan menakutkan aku. Therefore, i deleted that previous part, HAHAHA.

I added back my tagboard, spam all you want okay~!!!!!